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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

actually todday nth much fer miie to post. todday iishx jus a boriing day larrs.
confirm moii counselliing date lerrs, on the 4th & 11th of dec at batok dde polyclinic!!
ii goiin to bbe dead arr, must listen to all the rubbiish they say.
but nvm larrs. tryiing verii hard to quiit smoking now lerrs.
alot ppl say ii cannot make iit dde lorrs..Arrghs!
laogong was so silly..he send ELJ to the channel u dde game ther.
to other iit miight seem stupiid,
but to miie iit realii meant alot to miie.
iim realii verii happii and touch lorrs!!
ii love euu!
071006 - our's story started
091006 - our's story ended
301006 - our's story continue. . .

2 yiixiin(tai ma),
dubb thiink too much larrs, he ur's real brother lehhs. fer miie ii realii felt tat iit's verii normal larrs..thiink euu over worriied lerrs bba..euu are jus stressiing urself up nehhs. dubb always go out larrs, the hazh so jiialet and plus euu fall siick lerrs..sum more got ashma,so must take care of urself even more lorrs.take care wors!

ii can't afford to lose euu now,
ii wun leave euu unless euu wanna go.
jus wan euu to know,
no matter wat happen,
ii will still stand by ursiide!
iin moii heart now & forever,
euu will the perfect guy fer miie!
ii love euu.
ii miiz euu.
ii niid euu.
every min,every sec
moii miind iishx jus all abt euu.
thank fer the ELJ,
iim realii touch.
maybb to other's iit seem to bbe a small matter,
but..
to miie..
iit realii meant alot to miie.
lastly,
would liike to tell euu..
JLE oso..

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1:55 AM

Sunday, October 29, 2006

todday iim so crazy outsiide..moii mood jus so gud todday lehhs..hope nothiing will happen lata on to spoil moii mood todday..todday actually realii dubb feel liike goiin out dde..coz realii verii tiired..dunno why..slp till 2 plus dden she dde wake upp..haha..dden slowly go prepare till around 4 plus dden slowly walk to plaza miit sophiia..LOLs..wen ii reach ther lerrs..sophiia usiing com..ii verii hungry but still waiit fer her outsiide the arcarde..coz talkiing on phone wiith hiim..haha..erm..he went back lerrs..now alreadii at ther lerrs..miiz hiim so much lehhs..but lucky ii can still manage to sms wiith hiim..haha..
erm..at niite sophiia realii driiviing miie crazy..she sabo miie..send alot of stupiid thiing to hiim..thiing whiich iishx not truth dde..dden dunno why she kept laughiing non-stop lorrs..make miie oso laugh non-stop..
yiing verii bad lorrs..she go to yixiin dad ther dde temple..dden got martell driink..she msg and tell miie..still say ii cannot driink..so angry..martell moii favouriite lehhs..nvm..ii driink at home..haha..so piity lorrs..iif ii know ii sure go down wiith them dde..haha..LOLs!
jus heard a gud news frm yiixiin..moii daddii liike the ppl oso liike her lehhs..she sure verii happii dde..thiink now hiigh hiigh to the sky lerrs wors..haha..
daddii..nii yao kuai le..yao xiin fu wors..ii giive euu moii blessiing..hope tat both of euu can bbe couple and last long long wors..must always en en aii aii niia..
so gud..todday watever thiing happened iishx quiite happii dde siia..love todday soo much..
k larrs..thiink tat all fer todday bba..miiz hiim badly..haha..iim crazy larrs..

tO aLl mOii sIstEr,
ii deciided to trust hiim once agaiin..as euu all know..ii realii love hiim lots..maybb to euu all iim so stupiid larrs..but ii still hope tat euu all will giive miie ur blessiing and support lorrs..no matter wat the outcum iishx..ii wun regret coz at lease ii had triied..ii dubb wanna regret iin the future lorrs..the support frm euu all will bbe moii greatest strenght to go on..thank fer those whom alreadii gave miie the support..you all are the best sister ii ever had iin moii liife..nv regret haviing euu all as moii sister..muackkz..love euu all lots..

You're The Only One I Love,You're The Only One I Need,You're My Everything!
You're Bringing Me To The Heaven,Don't Let Me Drop Down To The Hell Once Again!
I Believe That You Won't Break My Heart Once Again
When You're Back.Right?
I Have Faith On You.
101% Trusted On You!
Love You More & More Each Day!

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11:26 PM

Saturday, October 28, 2006

jus now ii miit sophiia at sumwhere around greenriidge mall..iit realii briing back alot of memoriies..the shelter,the playground,greenriidge mall,the park and blk 503(the place where we break)
ytd wen ii accompany xiin go home..walk pass her house downstaiir..moii feeliing at tat moment iishx happii and hurt..coz can say everythiing started ther bba..ther iishx the place wher he giive miie hiis jacket..and iishx the place wher sophiia told miie he liike miie..
haiis..ii still feel regret tat ii deleted all those foto due to iim too sad and angry at tat moment..why am ii so harsh?
haiis..all those memoriies could onlii bbe kept iinsiide moii heart..no matter how regret ii am,how sad ii am..all those foto wun cum back agaiin dde..tiimes wun ever turn back dde..
iim a giirl tat wun cry easiily..and ii hate to let other c miie cryiing..but ii dubb cry doesnt mean tat ii dubb care or doesnt feel sad..ii always kept all moii sadness iin moii heart..wouldnt wan to say iit out to bother moii sister or moii frenz..ii always forciing moii self to smiile..jus to covered moii sadness and hurt..now ii found tat moii smiile iishx gettiing more n more fake..moii liife iishx all filled wiith darkness..tat y ii say iim a giirl liiviing iin the world of darkness..haiis..
wat iishx ur meaniing of askkiing miie to waiit fer euu to cum back?
iishx waiit fer euu to cum back to miie? or jus siimply waiit fer euu to cum back to singapore?
haiis..watever iit iishx bba..ii dubb wanna thiink so much lerrs..
tml euu goiin back lerrs..take care of urself..remember to eat..dubb smoke too much..dubb fall siick ar..ii cannot take care of euu lerrs ar..
remember ur promiise tat euu sure will cum back to singapore to accompany miie celebrate moii biirthday on the 16th of nov..
dubb break ur promiise hors..
wiish to c u realii fully recover wen euu cum back lorrs..dubb wanna c euu sad agaiin lerrs..wan c u happii liike before..dubb let those who support euu dde ppl worry n down k?
add euu iin msn lerrs..at there iif wanna fiind sumone to talk to dden go msn fiind miie lorrs..

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10:14 PM

todday ii realii enjoy moii day soo much iin the first place..ii gone crazy and mad outsiide..although ii spend moii whole day at panjang..tiis bored place..but lucky ii got moii siister by moii siide..but ii burst iinto tears wen ii on moii way back home jus now..and moii mood iishx totally bad..
Why are euu hurtiing hiim agaiin n agaiin? do euu know how must he love euu? why are euu so stupiid to bbe sad and gone crazy coz of her? why euu still kept helpiing her and care fer her soo much wen she treat euu iin tiis way? Why? Why? Why? iishx she realii so important iin ur heart? iishx she realii worth fer euu to bbe sad and gone crazy? iishx all moii fault to let euu go to her and giive u all moii blessiing iin the fiirst place.. and cause u soo much hurt and cause ur heart bleediing..ii realii hate myself..ii realii do..ii made the wrong deciisiion..iif the tiime could turn back..ii swear ii will hold on to euu tiightly..and will nv let go..even iif euu will hate miie or wat..ii dubb care..coz iim realii hate to c u sad..ii realii afraiid tat u will do aniithiing silly..ii afraiid tat aniithiing will happen to euu..moii heart achiing badly..bleediing badly..cryiing badly..wen ii c euu liike tiis..ii couldnt do aniithiing to make euu happii..jus siimply hate moii self..so useless..jus a failure..
please dubb ever do aniithiing silly..please dubb let aniithiing happen to euu..iim still hangiing on jus fer ur sake..jus to accompany euu walk thru the sadness path..iif not ii alreadii break down verii long ago..iif aniithiing realii happen to euu..ii realii cant hang on lerrs..and will realii break down dde..
promiise to recovered soon k? must bbe even more happii dden before..she dubb worth ur tears dde..u promiise tat u wun let us down dde lehhs..so must keep ur promiise..dubb allow a empty promiise frm euu..ii trust euu tat euu make iit dde and support euu no matter wat happen..
& lastly..dubb ever hurt hiim aniimore..dubb worrii of hiim too..ii will bbe by hiis siide and take care of hiim until he's fully recover..even iif ther one day ii cant bbe ther fer hiim lerrs..he still got alot of ppl by his siide to support and take care of hiim dde..iishx u the one who choose to leave sumone tat love euu soo much dde..dubb ever regret iin the future..dubb ever giive such a excuse tat iishx unfaiir to hiim coz ur heart still got the another hiim..but euu should know tiis verii clearly iin the fiirst place lorrs..dden why still accept hiim? and end upp hurt hiim badly..ii can still treat euu as moii frenz now..but dubb hurt hiim agaiin..iif not ii will hate euu fer liife..
ii know..ther a lot of ppl diid cum and viiew moii blog dde..and they miight get angry wiith wat ii had posted todday..maybb he oso will angry wiith miie fer postiing all tiis..fer hiim..iif he wanna angry or hate miie coz of tiis..ii realii got nothiing to say lorrs..but fer the others..iif euu all not happii to c all tiis..euu all can dubb viisiit moii blog dde..ii dubb miind..no one askk euu all to viisiit moii blog oso..

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12:09 AM

Friday, October 27, 2006

why so manii pple say ii lose weiight liiao? but ii jus review back moii recently photo..ii liike gettiing fatter lorrs..haha..frm now on must eat more lerrs..dubb liike so thiin lehhs..haha..todday nothiing to do dde..all along at home..dden jus now sophiia cum moii house peii miie..not realii peii larrs..she jus kept usiing com dden ii watch tv lorrs..gt cum up or not make no diiferent larrs..LOLs..todday dar dar got cum down panjang dde..at fiirst wanna miit hiim dde..but he nv reply moii msg lorrs..siianx diiaox..dden go miit yiing..she todday so gud wors..treat miie eat dessert lehhs..so gud hors..haha..k larrs..stop here bba..

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1:37 AM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

todday at fiirst planned to go take moii letter dden go out of panjang walk walk dde..but ii spend almost half of moii day at panjang lorrs..doiin nothiing lorrs..fiirst waiit fer yiing..she damn slow lorrs..dden after tat waiit fer a giirl to cum down settle thiing..by the tiime we fiinished everythiing iishx alreadii 6 plus liiao lerrs..after tat we went to batok fiind eddy n jeff..at ther oso verii siianx lorrs..doiin nothiing..jus at ther chat lorrs..ii was so tiired..manii tiimes try to slp but too noiisy liiao lerrs..yiixiin hp kept riingiing dden they talk till damn loud..but quiite fun larrs..erm..nothiing speciial lerrs bba..verii tiired lerrs wanna go slp lerrs..

at plaza mac!!

iim crazy over euu!!

mood changed so fast siia..

use eddy hp take dde.. haha.. miiz moii N7610 siia..

miie n yixiin(taii ma)..sister 184

miie and sophiia(mummii) sister 184

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2:40 AM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

haiis..ii felt tat iim jus a replacement fer euu..ii couldnt sense myself iin ur heart and see miie iin ur eye at all..not even 0.5 percent..ii could onlii sense her iin ur heart and c her iin ur eye..ii realii though of giiviing upp plenty of tiime..iim realii verii tiired to go on..deep iinsiide moii heart iishx jus bleediing non-stop..but iin moii heart and miind euu still exiist..and moii love fer euu iishx still ther..ii realii couldnt take iit one more tiimes..as ii still not yet fully recovered frm the hurt and sadness euu briing to miie..moii heart iishx iin a mess now..all moii feeliing tangle upp..
ii feel sad n down wen ii c u unhappii..wen u told miie u may seem happii but euu dubb realii feel happii iin ur heart..moii tears jus stroll down automatiicly..ii cant ever stopped myself frm cryiing..ii could realii understand how euu feel now..coz iit iishx jus exactly how ii felt wen euu leave miie..u ask miie..why ii cant forget euu? coz once ii was seriious iin the relatiionshiip and deeply iin love wiith tat person ii couldnt jus forget everythiing so easiily..all the mermoriies wouldnt bbe ease so easily oso..tiis iishx the fiirst tiime ii would realii feel moii heart achiing badly..ther alot of person out ther askiing miie not to turn back..ii dubb wiish to turn back too..ii realii dubb wanna to bbe hurt once agaiin..ii dubb wiish to have a relatiionshiip tat ii have to liive iin fear and worry everyday..iim afraiid to love euu..but ii couldnt controll moii feeliing fer euu..iishx gettiing more but not lease..ii though of stop contactiing wiith euu and dubb care abt aniithiing tat related to euu..but ii jus cant..whenever ii see euu sad..ii couldnt jus act as iin ii dont know..and at tat moment moii heart and miind all mess upp..and jus tryiing to fiind way to cheer euu upp and stop euu frm thiinkiing..but ii always fail lorrs..maybb ii realii a failure bba..and maybb realii not the one fer euu bba..haiis..
Please dubb bbe liike tiis aniimore k? stay happii please..you are jus torturiing urself n miie..but ii will bbe by urself accompany euu walk thru tiis path..ii will do all tiis not tat ii wanna wiin ur heart back..jus wanna bbe by ursiide accompany euu at the most unhappiness periiod of ur and wanna c u fully recovered..
bby the tiime u're fully recovered iishx oso the tiime ii'll bbe leaviing..
tat the tiime when ii could realii leave wiithout anii worry..

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3:45 AM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

todday iishx moii sec guaii day..nv go out at all..at fiirst wanna go miit sohpiia at plaza dde..but end upp mummii say she not feeliing well still use the fiine of 30 dollar fer smokiing to threaten miie..dden i LL liiao lorrs..can onlii choose to stay at home..went back to slp at around 10 plus..haiis..thiink ii gotta fall siick lerrs..ii slp iinsiide aiir-con room..ii felt cold..yet ii still sweat lorrs..sumthiing goiing wrong wiith moii health liiao bba..ytd moii sister,brother and cousin came to moii house fer the celebratiion of moii mum biirthday..all of them say ii lose weiight liiao..maybb coz the past few week nv eat much jus kept smokiing and driink bba..
haiis..nowaday ii seem liike changiing alot..ii hardly could recognize myself..maybb ii onlii changed back to the old miie..but the onlii thiing tat iishx diiferent iishx..now ii had no confident iin relatiionshiip aniimore..the miind set of miine iishx no longer the same too..now ii was afraiid to love..so ii chosen tiis path..a flirt tat wun ever put iin love..ii will onlii put iin love untill ii could met the one tat could make miie feel iishx worth fer miie to love,and he could realii touch moii heart and could realii understand miie..iishx hard to fiind tiis type of guy bba..no one could realii understand a gal whom liive iin the world of darkness..
ii wun ever go thiink of whether should ii wiin hiis heart back..no poiint thiinkiing so much bba..jus let the naturn take iit's own course..the more ii thiink will onlii make miie more sad,confused and vexed.. and moii attitude changed to the worst wen iim vexed..ii dubb wiish to show moii frenz or siister attitude..coz ii know no one would liike to deserve a fuckiing attitude wen they does nothiing..miie myself hate iit the most..so ii jus wanna do as wat ii ever told hiim..no matter u're happii or sad..ii still had to pass ur's day..dden why dubb u liive ur's liife happily?? hope hhe could liive hiis liive happily bba..same goes to miie..hehex..
jus let the nature take iit's own course..

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4:04 AM

Monday, October 23, 2006

todday ii nv go out..coz celebrate moii mum biirthday at home mahhs..but ii dubb feel happii at all..kept kana say by mummii lorrs..angry..ii todday realii verii fan lorrs..ii dubb wiish to c hiim unhappii..ii tryiing moii best to cheer hiim upp..but ii jus fail to do so..wat a failure ii am..ii realii understand hiis feeliing lorrs..but ther nothiing ii could do..haiis..moii heart realii gones no where now..ii realii fan..and ii realii dunno wat to do?? honestly speakiing.. iif we realii got the chance to get back together ii oso dunno wat should ii do..ii still love hiim..although ii saiid ii alreadii gave upp..the feeliing fer hiim still ther..ii realii wiish to bbe wiith hiim agaiin..but iim afraiid..tat hiistory will repeat..and now ii dunno moii love fer hiim..should jus stopped..or should go on? but ii know..even iif ii triied to wiin hiis heart back and make hiim miine once agaiin..but iin hiis heart she will still exiist..ii will love a person who love miie lesser dden ii love hiim..but ii realii dubb wan to bbe wiith a person tat onlii ii love hiim but he doesnt love miie at all..jus as wat ii say ii dubb wan jus hiim wiithout hiis heart..maybb iim too greedy fer askiing so much..but iif onlii hiim wiith u yet hiis heart wiith other..tiis kiind of relatiionshiip wiill bbe the most paiinfull and hurtiing lorrs..both of us wouldnt bbe happii oso dde..
ii dunno why..ii jus love euu..ii oso dunno wat iishx gud abt euu..euu are siimply jus perfect iin moii heart..but iim afraiid to go on and wiin ur heart back..ii realii afraiid tat hiistory wiill repeat and euu siimply jus wiith miie but iin ur heart diidnt love miie at all..todday talkiing on fone wiith euu iim alreadii so happii..but ii can sense tat ur mood iishx realii verii down and euu are realii sad..moii mood gone down oso..and ii realii sad and jealous..as ii couldnt cheer euu upp at all..not even abiit lorrs..feel tat iim jus a failure lorrs..seeiing euu sad yet ii can do nothiing at all..jealous iishx coz..from the past till now..ii nv even once c euu feel sad coz of miie..ii realii envy her..haiis..but overall ii realii dubb wiish to c euu sad lorrs..moii heart ache wen ii realii c u sad..but wat could ii do?? nothiing lorrs..haiis..ii tot she will briing euu happiiness yet she briing euu sadness..haiis..who say ii no longer loviing euu?? ii realii still love euu..ii know euu love her lots..ii thiink ther a niid fer both of euu to talk thiing out lorrs? ain't break iishx the onlii way out? love her dden jus go fer iit..dubb regret wen euu realii lost her lorrs.. tat wat ii dubb wanna c..ii will giive moii blessiing to euu all dde..

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4:48 AM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

todday wake upp around 5 plus..let mummii kp wake up dde..around 7 plus go save sophiia out frm work..dden peii her go buy hamster thiing..after tat go 503 downstaiir siit lorrs..talk fer a whiile dden she peii miie go buy thiing after tat peii her go eat..dden we go home do our stuff..at around 10 plus sophiia n yiing cum upp moii house..sophiia went back at around 12 plus..left yiing here peii miie..after tat she use com ii reply letter to calviin lorrs..receive hiis sec letter lerrs..realii miiss hiim lot..ii wriite alot of thiing to hiim..wriite till 3 page..ii tell hiim how stress ii am iin tiis whole month lorrs..he will always bbe the kor dden understand miie most and ii trusted hiim most dde..hhaiis..omg..yiing todday at moii house not feeliing well lorrs..headaches and vomiit lorrs..dunno wat happen to her..so worry..haiis..kaoz..moii dar dar say..iif he peii miie he still niid schedule hiis tiime table fer other gal..wtf..dden miight as well dubb peii miie..dubb niid so troublesome lorrs..
k larrs..stop here bba..todday nothiing so speciial fer miie to wriite..

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2:37 PM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

todday go jb wiith ah tiing & jie yiing..wake upp ddamn early lorrs..todday morniing dden slp siia..but aniiway realii still enjoy lot lorrs..we at ther walk walk n eat eat till around 6 plus dden cum back to panjang greenriidge mall miit yiixiin n miichelle they all..dden go eat after tat go 6 head dde basket ball court..at ther realii enjoy lots..we kept jokiing around and kept laughiing non stop..we all gone crazy ther lorrs..dden till 10 plus we planned to go home lerrs..but saw sophiia at greenriidge mall..but yiing go home fiirst..dden ii at ther talk wiith sophiia they all till 12 plus dden slowly walk home lorrs..overall nothiing much happen todday larrs..
erm..frm todday onward ii wont msg the two of them aniimore..unless they msg miie lorrs..coz moii mood dunno why realii let both of them make till totally bad everyday lorrs..one iishx concern hiim soo much he dubb even care lorrs..other iishx..too manii gal surroundiing hiim lerrs..he wont bother whether ii got contact wiith hiim a not dde lorrs..haiis..so forget iit dden..
here cum the piic ii took todday..hehe..
todday liike all the piic ii took oso not niice..dunno why siia..
maybb too tiired or no mood lorrs..

At plaza exiit
at jb sushii shop
the gal iin the world of darkness
thiinkiing back of the happiiness..
the dessert after our sushii meal
miirron reflectiion at mango..the liight so briight..ii hate the briightness
miie..miie n miie..

miie n tiing..thiink tiis iishx the niicer piic ii took todday bba..

the two gal from the world of darkness..

MISS-JAC MISS CRAZY MISS JIE YING..

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1:59 AM

Friday, October 20, 2006

Tiis morniing around 6 plus dden slp lorrs..dden 10 plus peiitiing wake miie upp..go JB..so tiired lorrs..but end upp coz tiing tiing meetiing ppl..so cancelled the JB triip..change to tml..dden she askk miie go back slp..so guo fen..haha..dden ii realii go back slp lorrs..till 5 plus dden wake upp lorrs..dden go do sum of moii stuff and dden go bath n change..dden go out miit yvon n yiing at 423..slack,smoke and talk fer awhile dden take cab to lot 1 meet tiing,michelle,sophiia n yuan cii they all lorrs..haha..slackiing all the way at lot 1 agaiin..haha..but iishx fun larrs..we 6 gal(yvonne,miie,sophiia,peiitiing,yiing n michelle) haviing world war wiith yuan cii,jeff,eddy n two more guy..but..overall most of the tiime iishx sophiia n yuan cii quarreliing..we onlii at a siide watchiing lorrs..onlii sumtiime help sophiia add iin biit lorrs..haha..but they quarrel iishx realii damn funnii lorrs..so lame oso..around 10 plus we headed back to panjang lerrs..slack at 416 wiith yiing dden go 505 playground miit sophiia fer a whiile after tat miie n yiing go moii house nearby slack n talk..whiile talkiing a poliice car stopped at moii house downstaiir fer verii long lorrs..dden after tat they get down the car go walk walk awhiile dden go back iinsiide the car dden stopped at ther fer a whiile more..dden driive around moii house fer a whiile..dden go liiao siia..dden other two poliice car passed by dden driive verii slow..panjang poliice all mad dde lorrs..wan slack oso not iin tiis way lorrs..stupiid poliice..dden we go headed home lerrs..hehe..wanna go slp lerrs..tml wanna go JB lerrs..
now uploaded the piic ii took todday..
niite niite..

Enjoy the life iin the world of darkness!!
iinsiide the liift
OMG!! iim so despressed!!!
miie & tiing..siister 184!!
zhii liian agaiin...
miie wiith red sun glasses..the thiing ii c iishx red lorrs..
miie n miichelle.. siista 184!!
miie n yiing..siista 184!!
miie n tiing agaiin!! siista 184!!
MISS-JAC MISS-CRAZY & JIEYING. . .sista 184!!
miie n tiing once agaiin..sista 184!!
iim mad!! at niite still wear sun glasses!!!

leave her alone..she jus wanna bbe iin her world of darkness..dubb ever briing her iinto the world of brightness!!

nobody realii understand her!! she jus belong to the world of darkness!!

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2:40 AM

Thursday, October 19, 2006

so tiired riite now..todday around morniing 6plus dden slp..end upp beiing woken upp by jie yiing coz had to go meet sophiia at around 1 plus..dden ii slack slack slack..use com all tiis..around 4 plus dden go bath and make upp..dden go down to plaza..haha..fiirst tiime ii meet them late fer so manii hours siia..dden after sophiia fiinish work we went down to lot 1..and the 3 of us..alreadii talk thiing out lerrs..and cleared all misunderstand..and now 3 of us are still frenz lorrs..feel quiite relax and happii after the talk wiith them..erm..todday yiing dunno wat happen lorrs..suddenly at lot 1 till half way..dden she walk away..she onlii say iif wanna go lerrs dden call her..but wen we leaviing ii call her she kept rejectiing moii call lorrs..so fed upp..dden we jus went back..ii almost diie siia..coz ii curse eddy iif he take cab sure will bang dde..but end upp miie takiing same cab wiith hiim..almost bang lorrs..whhaha..no larrs..not so scary larrs..jus the cab dunno why suddenly brake..dden miie and yvo iishx liike goiin fly to the front lorrs..dden back to panjang lerrs we meet xiin at plaza..dden wiith wen xiiang and lot more..at there talk n waiit fer yiing cum back pass yvo the mp3..dden she jus cum and throw the mp3 to miie askk miie pass to yvo..dden jus walk away..ii askk her wat happen to her oso dubb wanna ans..and end upp miie n xiin quarrel wiith her..but now miie and her ii thiink alreadii ok liiao bba..xiin and her still quarreliing lorrs..haiis..realii tiired of all tiis..everyday siister haviing quarrel..haiis..gettiing piiss off lorrs..hand off bba..
kaoz..sumone iishx now at ktv siia..sure enjoy wiith all the gal there dde..everytiime liike tiis wan larrs..used to iit lerrs..so manii gal liike to go to hiim siia..
todday thiing tat make miie most unhappii iishx..blur dear dear driinkiing agaiin..he oso at ktv.. haiis..realii dunno wat can ii still say..ii realii dubb wan hiim to driink coz of miie lorrs..ii thiink iishx not worth fer hiim to do all those silly thiing jus coz of miie..ii not a gud gal tat worth so much..understand?? and hiis msg realii make miie feel stunt lorrs..thiink he drunk or wat bba..haiis..liive happily bba..wat fer doiin all tiis coz of a gal liike miie?dubb always driink larrs..bad fer health..
stop here bba..gonna go slp lerrs..tml goiin iin to JB agaiin wiith tiing n yiing..kaoz..broke lerrs larrs..they still say wanna go watch moviie after goiin JB..wher got so much money siia??
erm..upload the piic ii took todday bba..
niite..blog tml bba..

At Sophiia Shop

iinsiide cab on the way to lot 1

at lot 1 dde mac outsiide wiith yvonne

wiith miichelle at outsiide of lot 1 mac

at lot 1 dde mac toiilet..LOLs!!

agaiin wiith miichelle taii gong at lot 1 mac outsiide..

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2:16 AM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

todday ii was so tiired..slp till 6 plus dden wake up lorrs..dden after tat go bath dden meet tiing,michelle,yiing and sophiia..they take sooo long to cum over to greenriidge mall lorrs..siianx..dden we chat till around 11 plus dden yiing peii miie go but thiing..dden walk to moii house and peii her waiit fer her dad to cum over and driive her back..heex..todday fiinally know wat JL iishx angry fer..erm..but dunno he now still angry not lehhs..but hope he dubb angry liiao lorrs..haiis..realii dunno wat he wan lorrs..ask hiim oso dubb wanna say..realii dunno why he will so angry coz of tat matter lorrs..so weiird..totally dunno wat he thiinkiing..haiis..heard from moii blur dear dear dde frenz say he kana caught to police station coz he driink dden scold the police..haiis..coz of miie..coz ii dubb wan accept hiim..haiis..why so silly..ii told u not to waiit liiao mahhs..but u still iinsisted..haiis..but realii dunno iishx truth a not tat he kana caught iif one day ii diiscover all iishx a liie..ii could onlii say..ii will sure hate them forever dde..he shld know ii hate ppl to bluff miie dde..

Msg To JL - weii..moii attitude dar dar..dubb angry lerrs larrs..although dunno why u will coz of tat matter so angry..maybb realii as u say iim too stupiid lerrs bba..but realii dubb wiish u angry aniimore..sorrii wors..

Msg To JR - dubb bbe so silly next tiime lerrs k?? dubb do aniithiing liike tiis coz of miie agaiin..ii alreadii told u..not to waiit lerrs..haiis..ii realii worry fer u lorrs..but ii realii would liike to tell u..iif u can fiind sumone better..dden go fer iit bba..coz ii realii dunno wen ii will giive u the ans dde..ii dubb wan u to waiit n end up get back nothiing lorrs..sorrii..todday can say iishx moii fault bba..sorrii..dubb wiish to hurt u..

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3:21 AM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

todday realii enjoy moii JB triip..so fun lorrs..miie n yiing realii enjoy alot and haf lots fun..and iim so zhii liian..take damn lot of piics lorrs..till moii hp low batt lorrs..hehex..will upload lata dde..todday wake upp damn early so now so tiired..heex..our fiirst stop we went to plaza fiind sophiia..dden head to JB lerrs..dden we missed the bus stop..and we walk all the wae back to tat stop lorrs..dden all the wae yiing at ther kpkb..so iirriitatiing lorrs..kept sayiing iishx moii fault to cause her miiss the bus stop dden had to walked back..ii done nothiing lorrs..wen we reach ther..we go eat sushii coz both of us are sooo hungry..dden we went to shop shop shop..heex..but end up oso nv buy aniithiing..haha..at niite we went to eat stiing ray and we driink beer..iishx so biitter lorrs..last tiime wun feel so dde..but after tiis periiod of tiime wen ii always driink martell..ii fiind beer taste realii sux..whiile eatiing ii saw a guy..he look so handsome n cute lorrs..and he was so style oso lorrs..he realii caught moii eye..haha..iim CRAZYdden after tat go walk walk awhile dden go buy cig dden we headed back to siingapore lerrs..dden we went to lot 1 to look fer sophiia n yuan cii..quarrel agaiin..siianx diiao..miie n yiing was so tiired but coz we had to waiit fer them..we cannot go back..end up must take cab lorrs..so EXPENSIVE. but not ii pay dde larrs..yuan cii the one payiing..wen reach home lerrs..ii on moii com dde moniitor..dden JL at msn chat wiith miie..ii was so shocked..but after seeiing wat he had say..ii feel even more shocked and puzzled lorrs..he say ask miie to ask moii self wat ii had done..and say he iishx angry wiith miie..kaoz..iit had been a verii long tiime siince ii last contact wiith hiim lorrs..last sms wiith hiim iishx 4th of Oct lorrs..dden tat day jus send hiim two msg and hhe diidnt reply lerrs..realii dunno wen ii offence hiim siia..ii msg ask hiim wat happen..dden he say nth..ii wun know dde larrs..dden say he at hospiital..dden ii ask hiim wat happen..he ok mahhs..dden he say haven diie yet..realii dunno wat he wan larrs..haiis..why todday..all ppl liike gettiing crazy?? haiis..
SAD sad SAD sad. . . .
CRAZY crazy CRAZY. . . .
forget iit maybb todday was jus moii unlucky day bba..
dubb wiish to talk much abt unhappiiness lerrs..
here cum the photo ii took todday..
blog tml bba..
niite..
My JB Trip

On the to JB. .

At Sushi Shop Eatiing. . .(moii ffavouriite)
the magiic of mirron..
moii twiins siister??? haha..agaiin..the magiic of mirron
Thiinkiing of hiim..he jus cum to miind suddenly...(moii ffavouriite)
ii smile and let euu go(moii ffavouriite piic)
ii look soo blurr..always soo blurr(moii ffavoriite piic)
agaiin..the magiic of the miirron..
her's fucker ass,my bloody biitch. . . .
jus fiinished eatiing our stiing ray..the place wher ii saw tat nearly perfect guy..

heineken taste soo sux..will nv cause both of us drunk dde..martell still the best...
on the way back to siingapore lerrs..

Reach siingapore lerrs..at kranjii mrt..yiing iishx started to get biit crazy lerrs...haha

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2:14 AM