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Monday, September 24, 2007

here ii cum to update moii blog

recently verii busy wiith work n accompany

moii bbaobeii devil alviin

tat y no much tiime to update moii blog.

hahas.

ever siince the day

ii totally gave up on hiim

ii realii enjoyed alots iin moii

sweet sweet love wiith moii bbaobeii devil

through diid get iinto sum quarrel,

diid shedded tears

but he had proved to miie

ii nvr choosen the wrong person

no matter wat happened,

even wen tiimes iim not iin the gud mood

n get attitude,

get unreasonable

n sumtime even scold hiim fer nothiing,

he would still stay bby moiisiide

wun jus leave miie alone

wun show miie hiis attitude back,

wun quarrel wiith miie

yet he will try hiis verii best to make miie smile n cheers upp.

no matter wat happen

ii know ii will nvr bbe alone

as long as one day he still here

he will always bbe there fer miie

n he will giive miie the most perfect love iin world.

tiimes passes soo fast,

3 more day,

our's 3 mths!!!

Enjoyed iin our's sweet sweet love

That's When I Y0u

9:23 AM

Friday, September 14, 2007

ytd meet alviin on eveniing tiime
at hiis house there,
dden take bus to hua yii house,
coz huayii helpiing hiis mum wiith sumthiing,
and as iit still soo early dden we take bus.

we take bus number 2,
and tat bus did passby geylang lor 20 dde.
wen ii passby there,
still thiink of the memoriies wiith hiim there uncontrolled,
althought now everythiing there iishx alreadii
verii diifferent,
despite everythiing iincluded our's relationshiip
had alreadii changed.
but everytiime wen ii will to passby there,
the memoriies will jus flashiing iin moii miind liike a slideshow.
no matter iishx iin the past or now,
iit still all the same.
frankly speakiing,
wen the tiime ii was to found out,
he had been telliing liie
fer the past 8 month tiimes
ii realii felt soo diisappointed.
ii rather he had told miie the truth iin the verii fiirst place,
perhaps iif he diid,
iit will realii hurts miie lots
but at lease the paiin will bbe shorted.
perhaps,
he dubb wan bbe to get hurt
tat y he choose not to tell miie,
but watever iit iishx,
he oso not iin the wrong bba.
aniiway,
everythiing iishx over lerrs.
let bygone bbe bygone bba.
the memoriies wiith hiim
will always bbe kept iin the deepest part of moii heart,
ii will nvr forget
or should ii saiid ii wouldnt wan to forget.
wanderiing how hiis liife wiith wendy now,
hope everythiing gonex well fer them,
can c tat the love n care tat wendy have fer hiim
iishx not lesser dden miie at all
and yet iit's lot more dden ii do
thiink she could do manii more thiing fer hiim
tat ii couldnt do.
ii shall gave all moii blessiing to both of them.

as fer miie n alviin,
we are soo gud.
2 month plus lerrs,
nvr realii had a verii seriious quarrel,
we still know how to giive n take to each other,
but of coz,
he iishx always the one to giive iin most,
and ii always the one to take iin most.
hahas.

ALVIN CHUA,
ii will stay bby ursiide
until the day euu gotta leave miie,
coz now ii realii love euu truely
n wholeheartly.
no matter wat happened
or aniione
can tears us apart.
iim always your's.
who one could snatch euu away frm miie.
tat a promiise.

That's When I Y0u

3:44 AM

Sunday, September 09, 2007

8 mths lerrs,
eventually ii found out the ans
tat ii waiited 8 mths.
supriisely to met abt frenz
tat know the da wendy of xiiangho.
actually to miie
the ans was liike no longer tat iimp to miie now.
but thiing will always liike
wen the tiime euu wanted the ans soo much
the ans will always hiidded frm euu,
but wen the tiime euu had alreadii gave upp
to tiis ans
iit will suddenly poped out.
still,
the truth was soo hurtiing.
the ans
was all along he n wendy had nvr break upp before.
they are now still tog.
even hiis k810i iishx oso brought bby her
as hiis biirthday present.

through iit will still hurts,
but the hurts iishx gettiing much much more lesser dden the past.
ii nvr blame aniione iin tiis matter
iinfact,
iin tiis 8 mths
there will soo much evident to proved
tat he had alreadii patched wiith wendy
or maybb nvr even break upp before.
jus tat,
everytiime ii always fiind lotsa excuse
to make the whole matter seem to goes all riite.

iin tiis 8 mths tiimes,
all the love n care ii putted iin,
all the paiins n hurts ii gonex thru,
n all the tears tat ii had shedded,
cant bbe speciifiic iinto worst or worthless.
although he realii diid push miie to the darkness once,
and get miie iinto a even more greater paiin
dden wat eddy get miie iinto.
but afterall he was oso the one tat
brought miie out of the darkness tat eddy pushed miie iin,
there tiimes where wenever ii criied,
ii feel sad
he was the one tat stay bby miie
to care n take care of miie all along,
he diid liighten upp moii liife
soo to miie,
ii dunno iishx iit worth or worthless,
perhaps ii should saiid iit actually faiir.
watever iit iishx.
the ans tat ii get ,
ii oso dubb wiish to go fiind out iishx iit truth or false
soo wat iif both of them are still tog
and soo wat iif they had alreadii break upp ?
iit all make no diifferent to miie ,
poiintless to know.

maybb iin tiis 8 mths,
he had love miie before
or he had love miie truely once,
ii oso dubb wiish to fiind out lerrs.
wat past iishx past.
let everythiing gonex wiith the wiind.
at lease at the verii end ,
ii gonex wiith no regret
all along been feel liike ii owe hiim sumthiing ,
wen ii nvr treasure hiim at all
wen he realii treated miie soo gud ,
but now we nvr owe aniione aniithiing .
no matter iit truth or not ,
iishx iit wendy or other gal ,
ii giive hiim all moii blessiing ,
wiish hiim all the best wiith hiis loved one .
take care !

as fer miie ,
riight iinfront of miie ,
ii know there sumone ii realii niid to hold on tiight
and realii treasure hiim .
he iishx sumone tat still stand by miie
no matter wat happen .
wen ii sad or down ,
he always the one tat take care of miie ,
beiing as moii bf
he was soo understandiing
to actually accept moii heart miissiing other guy
yet still love n care fer miie lots n lots
wenever ii feeliing sad over tat another guy ,
he will still liisten to miie
n console miie .
and tat was alviin dear dear .
thanks fer the everythiing euu diid fer miie ,
thanks fer ur's understandiing .
ii love euu !!
muackks !
promise to stay bby euu until the day euu realii gotta leave !

That's When I Y0u

10:49 AM

Friday, September 07, 2007

let start frm 29 of aug,

meet joseph at ciine

planned to go fer the moviie secret

but iim late

and wen ii reach the tiicket had alreadii sold out

soo we jus went fer a sushii diinner

and dden have a walk at ciine n heeren

thanks joseph fer broughiing miie the cloth

hahas.

after tat went over to parklane to look fer alvin n huayi

huayi quarrel wiith hiis gf

and they broke upp

went over to explanade after tat

slack there fer manii hours.

few tiimes ii went fer a walk bby moii own,

the sea breeze there

the beautiful niite scenery

the song tat beiing played at tat moment

make miie thiink abt alot of thiing

of coz euu all abt relatiionshiip

and as usual iit all abt xiiangho

wen ii thiink of hiim

ii dunno why the feeliing iishx totally diifferent

ii will still felt liike cryiing

but ii cant even shed a tears

ishx iit mean tat

he no longer tat iimp to miie ?

but recently,

our's gap realii gettiing biigger n biigger

we seldom contact

iin the past

everyday we will call each other

or msg each other

but now,

iishx all iin a diifferent case lerrs

darliing,

ii realii gotta leave euu lerrs,

ii realii cant feel tat euu still niid miie,

ii feel liike ii nobody to euu now lerrs

ii know euu had properly forgotten miie

iin ur's heart ii dubb thiink ii stand a place.

take gud care of urself

nvr forget abt our's memoriies

no matter wat happen

euu will always moii darling.

past, present and future

euu moii darliing always .

ii will nvr call aniione else darliing

coz darliing place are always reserved bby euu.

now n forever.

let skiip straiight to 5 of sep

went to bugiis n orchard fer shoppiing wiith yvo n tiing

brought sum stuff there

had a verii happii wiith them

long tiime we nvr go out tog lerrs.

dden after tat went to meet alviin n huayi at ciine

had a great tiime wiith them too.

enjoy moiiself alot

dden niite went to look fer nelson kor

dden he send miie back after tat

6 of sep

went down fer the 7th month diinner

organize bby dad

end upp coz of sum problem

busy till 3 plus dden reach home.

soo tiired.

soo let post the foto tat ii took on 5 n 6 of sep

That's When I Y0u

3:51 AM