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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

haiis..ii felt tat iim jus a replacement fer euu..ii couldnt sense myself iin ur heart and see miie iin ur eye at all..not even 0.5 percent..ii could onlii sense her iin ur heart and c her iin ur eye..ii realii though of giiviing upp plenty of tiime..iim realii verii tiired to go on..deep iinsiide moii heart iishx jus bleediing non-stop..but iin moii heart and miind euu still exiist..and moii love fer euu iishx still ther..ii realii couldnt take iit one more tiimes..as ii still not yet fully recovered frm the hurt and sadness euu briing to miie..moii heart iishx iin a mess now..all moii feeliing tangle upp..
ii feel sad n down wen ii c u unhappii..wen u told miie u may seem happii but euu dubb realii feel happii iin ur heart..moii tears jus stroll down automatiicly..ii cant ever stopped myself frm cryiing..ii could realii understand how euu feel now..coz iit iishx jus exactly how ii felt wen euu leave miie..u ask miie..why ii cant forget euu? coz once ii was seriious iin the relatiionshiip and deeply iin love wiith tat person ii couldnt jus forget everythiing so easiily..all the mermoriies wouldnt bbe ease so easily oso..tiis iishx the fiirst tiime ii would realii feel moii heart achiing badly..ther alot of person out ther askiing miie not to turn back..ii dubb wiish to turn back too..ii realii dubb wanna to bbe hurt once agaiin..ii dubb wiish to have a relatiionshiip tat ii have to liive iin fear and worry everyday..iim afraiid to love euu..but ii couldnt controll moii feeliing fer euu..iishx gettiing more but not lease..ii though of stop contactiing wiith euu and dubb care abt aniithiing tat related to euu..but ii jus cant..whenever ii see euu sad..ii couldnt jus act as iin ii dont know..and at tat moment moii heart and miind all mess upp..and jus tryiing to fiind way to cheer euu upp and stop euu frm thiinkiing..but ii always fail lorrs..maybb ii realii a failure bba..and maybb realii not the one fer euu bba..haiis..
Please dubb bbe liike tiis aniimore k? stay happii please..you are jus torturiing urself n miie..but ii will bbe by urself accompany euu walk thru tiis path..ii will do all tiis not tat ii wanna wiin ur heart back..jus wanna bbe by ursiide accompany euu at the most unhappiness periiod of ur and wanna c u fully recovered..
bby the tiime u're fully recovered iishx oso the tiime ii'll bbe leaviing..
tat the tiime when ii could realii leave wiithout anii worry..

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