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Monday, October 23, 2006

todday ii nv go out..coz celebrate moii mum biirthday at home mahhs..but ii dubb feel happii at all..kept kana say by mummii lorrs..angry..ii todday realii verii fan lorrs..ii dubb wiish to c hiim unhappii..ii tryiing moii best to cheer hiim upp..but ii jus fail to do so..wat a failure ii am..ii realii understand hiis feeliing lorrs..but ther nothiing ii could do..haiis..moii heart realii gones no where now..ii realii fan..and ii realii dunno wat to do?? honestly speakiing.. iif we realii got the chance to get back together ii oso dunno wat should ii do..ii still love hiim..although ii saiid ii alreadii gave upp..the feeliing fer hiim still ther..ii realii wiish to bbe wiith hiim agaiin..but iim afraiid..tat hiistory will repeat..and now ii dunno moii love fer hiim..should jus stopped..or should go on? but ii know..even iif ii triied to wiin hiis heart back and make hiim miine once agaiin..but iin hiis heart she will still exiist..ii will love a person who love miie lesser dden ii love hiim..but ii realii dubb wan to bbe wiith a person tat onlii ii love hiim but he doesnt love miie at all..jus as wat ii say ii dubb wan jus hiim wiithout hiis heart..maybb iim too greedy fer askiing so much..but iif onlii hiim wiith u yet hiis heart wiith other..tiis kiind of relatiionshiip wiill bbe the most paiinfull and hurtiing lorrs..both of us wouldnt bbe happii oso dde..
ii dunno why..ii jus love euu..ii oso dunno wat iishx gud abt euu..euu are siimply jus perfect iin moii heart..but iim afraiid to go on and wiin ur heart back..ii realii afraiid tat hiistory wiill repeat and euu siimply jus wiith miie but iin ur heart diidnt love miie at all..todday talkiing on fone wiith euu iim alreadii so happii..but ii can sense tat ur mood iishx realii verii down and euu are realii sad..moii mood gone down oso..and ii realii sad and jealous..as ii couldnt cheer euu upp at all..not even abiit lorrs..feel tat iim jus a failure lorrs..seeiing euu sad yet ii can do nothiing at all..jealous iishx coz..from the past till now..ii nv even once c euu feel sad coz of miie..ii realii envy her..haiis..but overall ii realii dubb wiish to c euu sad lorrs..moii heart ache wen ii realii c u sad..but wat could ii do?? nothiing lorrs..haiis..ii tot she will briing euu happiiness yet she briing euu sadness..haiis..who say ii no longer loviing euu?? ii realii still love euu..ii know euu love her lots..ii thiink ther a niid fer both of euu to talk thiing out lorrs? ain't break iishx the onlii way out? love her dden jus go fer iit..dubb regret wen euu realii lost her lorrs.. tat wat ii dubb wanna c..ii will giive moii blessiing to euu all dde..

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