27 of nov - went to paya lebar wiith sophiia mummii, to fiind qiiquan daddii. reach ther around 5 plus. do nothiing ther all the way till 8 plus. daddii fiinally diismiiss frm work. went back to panjang. as fer mummii, leave around 7 plus, went to work at friiend place.
reach panjang lerrs. fiirst miie went home to change shoe. leg damn paiin lorrs. dden went to greenriidge mall miit tiing.
arrghs! quarrel wiith moii laogong agaiin. hate iit man. tiired of quarreliing lorrs. haiis.
but end upp we ok lerrs. and he still told miie tat he williing to change coz of miie. he dubb wan miie to bbe soo xiin ku n unhappii. everytiime do everythiing he expect miie to do.
but. . .
ii realii dunno should ii feel glad or wat. but honestly, ii dubb realii feel glad. coz ii dubb wan hiim to change fer miie, end upp he beiing the one who suffer n xiin ku. and actually, ii dubb thiink tat iit's worth fer hiim to change fer miie lorrs. but he iinsiisted. he told miie, iit's worth to change fer the one he love. haiis. feel realii sorrii toward hiim. realii dubb wan hiim to giive iin sooo much to miie.realii dubb thiink tat iit's realii worth to do all tiis fer a giirl liike miie. ii had been thiinkiing, had he realii made a wrong deciisiion as to turn back to miie? ever siince we patch, ii was liike always giiviing hiim sadness, worry, trouble n paiin, nv briing hiim anii happiiness at all. even though he told miie tat ii diid briing hiim happiiness, but ii dubb thiink soo. thiink he's jus tryiing to make miie feel beta bba, tat y he told miie tiis.
late iin the niite, we are still sms-iing. suddenly we talk abt baby n marriage! and he told miie tiis.
hiim : u 18, ii marry euu, euu wan mahhs?
miie : see how euu propose to miie dden say lorrs.
hiim : jus liike tat ask. wan bbe moii laopo anot.heez.wan or dubb wan?
miie : jus liike tiis? not sincere at all lorrs.
hiim : ii not romance dde, iif wan romance dden fiind other guy lorrs. euu haven ans, euu 18 wan bbe moii wiife ma?
OMG lorrs!! tiis iishx hiis soo called propose? thru sms yet plus not siincere at all. diiao!!he was liike jus kiiddiing onlii lorrs.
not tat ii expect too much. thru sms nvm. but at lease more sincere mahhs.ii dubb niid n nv expect hiim to do thiing liike go buy flower, kneel down, propose at public and say iit out loud n clear etc.ii dubb niid hiim to bbe romance larrs. but at lease more seriious n siincere lorrs. wat ii expect iishx jus so siimple n easy.ii take marriiage verii seriious dde lorrs.
t0dday - ytd alreadii planned lerrs, todday wanna go town. wake upp around 5.actually too late to go town lerrs. coz still niid to prepare, make upp n etc. bby the tiime we reach ther sure verii late lerrs. but ii still iinsiisted to go. jus bbecoz ii wanna go priint miie n laogong take dde foto. we reach ther around 8 goiin 9! faster went upp to priint moii foto. and at town slack fer a whiile dden went back to panjang lerrs. bo liiao? abiit larrs. hahax. dden went upp to ah boii house. they play mahjong, miie talk to moii laogong over the fone. hahax. at fiirst we kept lii siiao each other. but end upp wen goiin to hang ii dunno why feel liike cryiing sooo much lorrs. recently kept felt liike cryiing suddenly. dunno y siia. get mood swiing damn easiily. maybb iishx coz moii hubby not bby moii siide bba and relii miiss hiim alot. after ii hang the call wiith hiim. at fiirst plan to play mahjong after ii hang the call wiith hiim dde. but ended up ii totally got no mood at all. lyiing on ah boii bed. felt verii pek chye n feel liike cryiing.dunno y lorrs. jus cant fiind the reason ii was jus liike goiin crazy soon lorrs.
but after ii heard sumthiing, ii get realii verii angry n piissed off. sumone was tryiing to push blame to miie. seem liike she iishx tryiing to make everyone around her diisliike miie lorrs. she beng weii, she added iin her own created story iinto the truth story and she backstab miie. euu should know who euu are. dubb niid miie to say soo much. let miie tell euu, ii wun jus let tiis matter off sooo easiily dde. ur peaceful tiime have alreadii cumiing to the end. dubb thiink tat euu are always soo lucky as iin no matter how much thiing euu done besiide our back. we wun know n we diidnt realiise at all. but euu are wrong larrs.we know the everythiing euu had diid besiide our back frm the past till now larrs. jus tat we are lettiing euu off agaiin n agaiin. giiviing euu chance agaiin n agaiin. not tat we are afraiid of euu. iishx jus tat we hope euu could realii stop all tiis shiit and change to the beta and iintiially wouldnt wan to jii jiiao wiith a xiiao meii meii liike euu larrs. but now euu are gettiing kiinda overboard, our patient fer euu had alreadii used upp and iit had alreadii over our liimiit. so here to warn euu, euu beta watch out.
haviing sum problem wiith moii laogong now, actually the problem onlii liie on miie. coz iindiirectly ii was liike briingiing hiim sum trouble n quarrel between hiim n hiis bro larrs. wouldnt wan hiim to lose hiis bro. thiinkiing of leaviing. but he told miie. iishx not moii fault. and he wouldnt wan miie to leave and wun let miie leave. haiis, was ii thiinkiing too much? but he got soo manii ex iin the past. nothiing liike tiis happen before lehhs. or maybb ther iishx jus tat ii dubb know? haiis. wouldnt wan to thiink soo much lerrs larrs. coz after thiinkiing over agaiin, iif ii leave coz of tiis. iit's realii unfaiir to hiim n iin the fiirst place ii, myself was the one who told hiim, iif one day ii niid to choose between moii siista n hiim. he cant leave miie, he must let miie choose moii self coz iif he leave jus liike tat. he was jus treatiing miie unfaiir. sooo siince ii dubb liike and dubb wan hiim to bbe liike tiis, ii shouldnt do tiis oso lorrs. so now, wat ii oso dubb care lerrs. jus care abt hiim can lerrs. he say wat dden wat lorrs. no matter wat hiis deciision was, ii jus giive hiim moii support larrs.
` miie n tiing at bus 190! `
` miie on the way to town. `
` miie at far east!! `
` miie on the way back to panjang! `
` 3o.1o.o6 ` jac love eddy ` done bby miie usiing reversii `
` missJAC iishx miie ` iim missJAC `Labels: ` too much thiing happen recently plus moii hubby was not by my siide ` sooner or lata ii will realii break down `
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