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Thursday, November 30, 2006

haiis. todday wasnt a gud day fer miie. moii mood iishx kiinda down. recently, ii diidnt had a day tat ii realii enjoy n realii feel happii lorrs. feel liike iim goiin to break down soon.
haiis. euu agaiin, thiinkiing of lettiing euu off at tiis moment, but now tiis matter not onlii jus iinvolve miie but a few of moii siister too. thiink sumhow euu offened them oso bba. tml let us have a peacefully table talk bba.
haiis. 9 day lerrs, jef had been stop contactiing us and angry wiith us siince 20th of nov till now!!
the day wiithout hiim, was realii verii diifferent and realii miisses hiim lots. haiis. todday morniing miie n yiing msg hiim. askiing hiim to giive us a chance to start our frenz shiip wiith hiim all over agaiin. but end upp. he replies yiing msg but not miine. he told her tat she can still bbe frenz wiith her n tiing but not miie n sophiia. and askk her not to mentiion our name iinfront of hiim aniimore.
iit's realii damn hurtiing wen ii heard tiis. jus went to reviiew the msn chat log wiith hiim dde. realii miisses the past tiime soo much. wen we are still frenz. especiially the tiime we jus get to know each other. went to c the foto tat ii took wiith hiim on moii biirthday. tat was the fiirst tiime tat ii took foto wiith hiim. nv expect iit to bbe the last tiime oso. haiis. still expect to take more foto wiith hiim iin the future dde but now, seem liike iit's jus impossible bba.
lots of thiing cum to moii miind todday, the fiirst tiime ii saw hiim n eddy, the tiimes we joke around, the tiimes we chat, the tiime ii accompany hiim went over to miit jt, the tiimes at batok, the tiimes at lot 1, the tiimes at siim liim, the tiime wen ii was sad and he was ther to adviise n console miie, the msg he send miie telliing miie both of us walk our own way, the thiing he told miie wen ii wanna chat wiith hiim iin msn and the way he treat miie tat day at frenz place. iit's realii verii hurt to lose such a gud frenz liike euu. everytiime wen ii happen to the foto ii took wiith hiim. ii jus felt liike cryiing soo much.

msg to jef :
actually honestly speakiing, ii realii dunno wat ii had done wrong to make euu sooo angry and realii hate miie soo much till euu dubb even wan to heard moii name. but watever iit iishx. here ii thiink ther a niid fer miie to siincerly apologise to euu fer wat ii had done wrong and ii diidnt aware of iit.
jef, iim sorrii.
realii dubb wiish tat our friiendshiip will realii jus end liike tiis. hope euu realii could gave miie a chance to mend back everythiing.
perhaps euu niid sum tiime bba. wouldnt wan to bother euu at tiis moment of tiimes, let euu calm down fiirst bba. but no matter how long iit will take, ii will nv giive upp on mendiing tiis frenz shiip back and will nv forget euu. iin moii heart euu will always still stand a place dde. iif one day euu felt moody n down, and ther no one euu could talk to. ii will still bbe ther fer euu dde. iif euu wan, ii wiill sure lend euu moii liisteniing ears!!!

tml iishx miie & moii laogong dde one month lerrs, haiis,but ii wasnt happii at all due to all the thiing tat happen recently. plus moii laogong wasnt by moii siide. haiis. suan lerrs.
thiinkiing of leadiing moii liife happiily everyday but iit jus seem so hard larrs.
ii miight bbe crazy at tiimes, always smiliing and joke all the way. but who could realii understand how much sadness ii was beariing besiide moii smile??
smiile iishx the onlii way to cover moii sadness bba. no one could realii understand miie?? haiis.
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