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Saturday, December 02, 2006

bad day fer miie agaiin. diiscovered sumthiing tat realii hurt miie lots. agaiin, euu diid the same thiing and even more worst dden the fiirst tiime. moii heart realii shattered iinto pieces lorrs. iit's realii verii hurt n paiin. cryiing n cryiing. the tears jus siimply cant stop. moii heart was jus bleediing non-stop.
ii giive euu trust agaiin n agaiin. euu betray iit agaiin n agaiin. now dden ii know, siince euu're back at siingapore till the day before euu went back to iindonesia. ur heart have the both of us at the same tiime or maybb onlii got her bba. ii dunno wat to say. speechless.
thiink of endiing tiis relatiionshiip. but ii cant n dubb bear to let go. agaiin, ii forgiiven hiim!
ya. stupiid deciisiion agaiin. iim realii angry wiith myself lorrs. why am ii soo stupiid? why still hold on wen he treat miie iin tiis way? why cant ii jus let go? why cant ii jus leave? why am ii such a lousy gf tat cause hiim fell fer other agaiin n agaiin? why cant ii gave hiim wat he niid? why cant ii jus bbe the onlii one he love? why ii cant make hiim treat miie as how he treat the previious her? why he can bbe so faithful to the previious her but as fer miie, he cant?? why? why?
the memoriies siince ii jus met hiim till now, the everythiing jus kept flashiing agaiin n agaiin on moii miind. suddenly, every promiises he had gave miie all became empty promiises! watever he told miie suddenly all became liies. he told miie tat ther nothiing between the both of them but end upp wat happen?? all was jus liike a dream, wen ii woke upp everythiing gone.
tryiing to forget everythiing n fiind back the trust ii used to have fer euu. last chance ii will bbe giiviing. i'll let go of everythiing between miie n him iif ther one more tiime. next tiime, ther will bbe no turniing back aniimore.haiis.
haiis. quarrel wiith almost all moii sista. except fer sophiia. sorrii all moii dear siista, fer the attiitude ii shown jus now. and sorrii to disappoint euu guys agaiin as ii deciided to giive hiim one more chance. iinfact, ii realii dunno am ii riight to do so. but no matter wat happen iin the future between miie n hiim, ii wun say a siingle words to bother euu guys lerrs.i'll settle iit myself.but ther sumthiing ii niid to repeat, no matter am ii still hiis stead but as long as ii still love hiim, ii will try moii verii best to protect hiim, wun let aniione of euu briing anii harms to hiim dde. iif euu all iinsiisted to, iim sorrii to say tat, harms miie before euu harms hiim!! realii wouldnt hope to quarrel wiith euu guys over tiis kiinda matter lorrs. haiis. iim sorrii. iim sorrii. to all moii dear sister.
pls everyone around miie. stop botheriing miie wiith anii other problem lerrs. wouldnt wanna care abt anii other problem lerrs. iim eluff of iit lerrs. ii cant hang on aniimore. breakiing down!!
iit's too cruel to miie, ytd was our one mth and todday ii knew all tiis. ii dubb wanna believe iit. ii dubb wanna face the fact. now wat ii wan was to run away frm all those fact. let miie go!!
wen the tiime ii niid moii siister most, ii quarrel wiith them. wen ii hope to bbe liike the past telliing jef everythiing but he's no longer treatiing miie as hiis frenz. wen ii hope to tell yuancii daddii, but ii thiink he doesnt have the tiime fer miie bba.
wen the tiime ii realii wanna fiind sumone to talk to, those ppl ii realii niid doesnt bby moii siide at all, not even a siingle one. guess no one will know how ii felt and how much ii love hiim bba. no one realii understand miie lorrs. haiis. iim back to the darkness once agaiin,will bbe keepiing moii self iin the darkness fer the tiime beiing!
lastly. thankk qiiquan daddii fer stayiing by moii siide to console miie and giive miie adviises. thanks fer lendiing miie ur's liisteniing ears. and peii miie chat frm 2 plus till 5 plus and dden send miie back home. sorrii fer botheriing euu sooo long as euu still niid to work tml morniing. onlii left a few hours fer euu to slp. sorrii nehhs!! a miilliion thanks to euu!!

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