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Monday, December 04, 2006

bored!! iim bored!! dunno why cant realii slp well. 5 plus slp. dden suddenly wake upp soo early! coz too much thiing botheriing miie?? maybb bba. once ii woke upp, moii mood was kiinda down larrs. nth to do lorrs. jus called yiing upp, dunno why half way thru. she suddenly mention jef, feeliing more sad lorrs. now she ps miie, say call miie lata yet off fone. fuck her dde. haiis. every problem iim faciing now kept botheriing miie tiis few day. rather moodless recently. every memoriies wiith jef, yuan cii daddii, all moii siista and moii laogong kept flashiing on moii miind agaiin n agaiin.haiis.
iin tiis short periiod of tiime, ii lost alot of thiing.
1st - the trust between miie n eddy dde relatiionshiip. trust gonez!
2nd - the frenzshiip wiith jef. frenzship gonez!
3rd - sistershiip wiith sum of moii siister. seem liike goiin to gonez soon!
4rd - daddii n nuer relatiionshiip wiith yuancii turn cold, seldom contact. seem liike goiin to gonez soon!
5rd - ii gaiin more freedom but relatiionshiip wiith moii famiily member turn bad. gonez!

they're the most iimportant ppl iin moii liife now, yet moii relationshiip wiith them seem liike goiin to end soon. ii dunno iin the future, but at tiis moment. ii knew tat they still meant alot to miie. and still stand a verii iimportant place iin moii heart. the tiimes beiing wiith them iishx the most happiier moment iin moii liife! how much ii wiish tat tiime could turn back and stopped at tat moment. realii felt verii stress due to all tiis problem. want to runaway soo much but ii cant. ii rather dunno soo manii thiing. coz the truth realii hurt miie deeply. haiis. wat can ii do to mend back everythiing?? almost everyday ii criied. ii afraiid of cryiing now. realii afraiid. haiis. wat should ii do?? the onlii way out iishx iit lettiing everythiing go?? maybb?? but no matter how hard ii triied ii will try to fiind another way out. ii cant and ii dubb bear to let go of the everythiing jus liike tat. ii will kept tryiing untiil the day ii realii cant hang on aniimore, until the day ii break down totally!!!
still tryiing moii best to hang on, not to let moii self break down coz ii dubb wan to giive upp the everythiing wiith everyone of them. haiis. lata tiing they all jiio go jb. maybb goiin maybb not. iif realii go, ii hope ii could forget those unhappiiness thiing jus fer tat few hours and enjoy myself ther bba.
post agaiin toniite!!!

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