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Thursday, December 28, 2006

jus reach home. todday went to jb wiith moii laogong, moii 2 lovely sista. peiting and jieying. didnt reali had fun todday. coz ii was rather bad mood and down. ii recalled back tat matter. ii tot ii had alreadii forgotten, ii tot ii had alreadii move on and leave tat matter besiide lerrs. but onlii until todday dden ii realise tat iit iishx all not truth. haiis. coz he will get to know her. iishx after the day we first went to jb together. and tat tiime was oso wiith peitiing and jiieyiing. all sweet n unhappiness memoriies all suddenly flash iin moii miind one by one, agaiin n agaiin!!
iit was jus liike watch a slideshow. ther was alot of tiime tat ii almost criied out. but ii jus kept controlling and triied moii best to prevent moii self frm cryiing. coz ii realii dubb wanna cry before of hiim coz of tiis matter or mentiion tiis matter iinfront of aniione lerrs. especiially hiim. coz iit was a agreement between both of us. and ii wouldnt wan to spoil everyone mood and wouldnt wan hiim to feel sad and guilty and started to blame hiimself agaiin.
sooo ii triied moii verii best to enjoy, to smile, to bbe happii n stop thiinkiing of tat matter. but no matter how they joke, how they play around. iit was liike ii jus couldnt joiin iin the fun and liike realii not iinterested to bother abt wat they was sayiing and doiin. jus feel liike beiing alone. haiis.
the paiin iishx still ther wenever ii tot of tiis matter. moii heart will still paiin and will still bleed.

ii dunno wat iim doiin and thiinkiing. ii dunno how long tiis relatiionshiip could last. ii dunno will ii realii bbe hiis last gal. ii dunno how much ii meant to hiim. ii dunno how much he love miie. haiis. ii realii dubb dare to thiink and ask abt the ans fer all those questiion. haiis. but ii onlii know was ii love hiim lots. ii realii do. ii realii dubb dare to iimagiine moii future wiithout hiim iin moii liife. haiis. now ii thiink the onlii thiing ii could do was to enjoy and treasure the every moment wiith hiim bba.

no longer have everlastiing love. eterniity love iin moii dictionary lerrs. now, iin moii dictionary ther onlii love hurt and treasure!!
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