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Saturday, January 27, 2007

ii dunno how to say how ii feel now. moii miind iishx all blank. feel liike cryiing sooo much now, but jus cant shed a tears. perhaps moii tears had alreadii driied upp bba.

thiinkiing of lettiing go of everythiing today, but at tiimes, ii dubb bear, realii dubb bear to let go of euu n the everythiing between us. 3 months tiimes, not a verii long periiod. but how much had we gonez thru? now even moii mum iishx hangiing miie over to euu lerrs, askkiing euu to take gud care of miie lerrs. sooo how am ii goiin to let go? deep iinsiide moii heart, the love fer euu iishx still there. iit's was liike craved deeply lerrs. ii choose to continued lerrs. but end upp euu telliing miie euu are goiin to thiink, giive miie an ans tml. now are euu goiin to choose to let go? euu saiid, euu dubb wanna c miie liike tiis, but iif euu realii choose to let go, am ii realii goiin to bbe more happiler dden now? the ans will confirm bbe no. wat euu n other's c frm the outsiide miight not realii bbe how ii feel iinsiide moii heart. iin moii previious post, ii saiid lerrs, ii dubb wanna aniione to choose fer miie. ii know verii clearly, whiich deciisiion should ii make iishx the one tat ii will feel more happiler.
to euu,the everythiing between us, our's love, our's promise, our's memoriies realii can jus let iit go sooo easiily mahhs??
to miie, ii cant, realii cant. iin the past till now, no matter how tiired ii am, how much ii feel liike lettiing go. ii still hang on. euu n the everythiing between us realii meant too much to miie lerrs n ii know ii wun bbe happii iif ii realii let go dde. moii deciisiion was not wrong at all. coz the tiime wiith euu ii realii verii happii. iishx the happiler moment iin moii liife. whiich relatiionshiip wiith no problem, no hurt, no sadness? why cant we continue to go thru the every problem tat will bbe happeniing iin the future tog?

iif euu realii wan to c miie happii, let miie deciide moii self, let miie choose moii self hao mahhs? ii went thru sooo manii thiing jus waiitiing fer the day euu are back to miie, love miie wholeheartly. now fiinally euu are back lerrs. are euu goiin to leave agaiin?? are euu goiin to leave miie alone agaiin?

iif euu choose to leave miie once agaiin, no matter wat the reason was. ii will go back to the startiing poiint. waiit fer euu to return once agaiin. moii heart iishx locked upp. euu're the onlii key. one n onlii key. moii heart will always go wiith euu dde, to watever place euu go.

Can euu c how much ii love euu?
Can euu c how much ii dubb wiish to lose euu?
Can euu realii jus let everythiing go sooo easily?
Are euu goiin to step out of moii liife again?

4 more days to our's 3 months lerrs. euu realii wanna let go???
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