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Sunday, January 28, 2007

Saw the msg euu send to qq lerrs. Sorrii fer makiing euu sooo pressure n stress. Perhaps lettiing go iishx the beta way bba. ii dubb wanna c euu stress n pressure aniimore lerrs. promiise miie, no matter wat dubb cry coz of miie k? not worth dde. iim jus sumone tat onlii make euu pressure n stress.
actually ii heard wat euu saiid on the phone whiich iishx the word euu saiid verii softly dde. ii dunno diid ii heard wrongly mahhs. haiis.
as fer tat few questiion, ii dunno why are euu askiing iit. but moii ans was, iif euu realii choose to bbe a flirt, ii will choose to break and waiit fer the day euu realii wanna settle down n cum back lorrs.

ii would liike to tell euu, iif euu realii wan miie to bbe happii, tiis iisn't the way. jus bbe who euu used to bbe. dubb make anii changes.

Sorrii everyone tat ii choose to used liquor to numb moii self, to runaway frm everythiing, sorrii tat ii hold back moii tears n act as iif iim ok iinfront of all of euu.Sorrii fer the verii fake smile ii gave. Sorrii fer makiing everyone worrii fer miie.
the real miie n moii tears will onlii bbeen shown out wen iim all alone at home. everyniite ii was cryiing moii self to slp.

maybb moii thiinkiing now miight bbe selfiish, but iif he realii sooo pressure n stress, ii rather bear all the sadness, carry everythiing n choose to bbe the one to saiid let go. ii beliieve the one who saiid tiis word dde will sure bbe the one tat iishx most hurt n sad dde. ii dubb wan iit to bbe hiim. Sorrii, iin the fiirst place ii shouldnt choose to let euu know iim still waiiting fer euu, ii shouldnt fiight fer ur return. iif iin the fiirst place, ii diidnt do sooo, perhaps euu will bbe more happiiler dden now and can fiind sumone beta bba.

lastly, ii wanna tell euu, euu wan miie let go fer euu and fiind a beta guy riite. ii will let go iif one day ther left wiith no choiice but to let go. but ii wun fiind other guy lerrs, frm the day euu entered moii heart, moii heart had bbeen locked upp lerrs. ther no more space fer other lerrs, iit's iimpossible fer miie to fiind sumone else lerrs.

Our's Love Path Is A Tough One.
Can We Continue To Go Thru Everything Together?

3 more days to our's 3 months, until now euu still dubb understand how ii feel, dunno wat ii realii wan mahhs?
That's When I Y0u
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