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Friday, January 05, 2007

sorrii fer not updatiing moii blog fer sooo manii days. coz recently almost ton everyday.
thiink tiis yr 2007 will bbe a sad yr fer miie bba. everyday ii criied siince o1.o1.o7 till todday. never have one day ii feel realii happii. always triied to smile, but moii smile jus cant seem to last.
haiis. 5 more days to go. wen the date reach 9 of jan. both of them wun bbe at siingapore lerrs. he goiin back to iindonesiia and ii goiin to thaiiland. ii will bbe back on th 13th of jan.
as fer hiim. . . nobody know. maybb one month, maybb half yr, mayb two to three yr. haiis. wat should ii do? wat should ii saiid?
tot tat after soo manii thiing, we can fiinally bbe together lerrs. thiinkiing of leadiing our liife happily together. but end upp. . . haiis.
now wen ii was huggiing hiim or holdiing hiis hand, ii was afraiid to let go. coz ii was afraiid tat iif ii let iit go now. ii will nv have a chance to hug hiim or hold hiis hand again lerrs.
everythiing iin the past included all the quarrel, arguement, tears ii dropped, sadness n hurt all becum sooo beautiful. but memoriies will always bbe memoriies.
haiis. cryiing n cryiing. realii dubb bear to c hiim go.
haiis. why cant we treasure the remaiiniing days wiithout quarrel? been quarrel fer quiite sumday lerrs.
haiis. why must euu always take hiim out to quarrel? haiis. can let miie pass tiis few day happiily wiith euu mahhs? ii realii afraiid tat ther miight not bbe chances to bbe wiith euu iin the future lerrs.
haiis. ii realii dunno wat to say? the sadness ii dunno how to descriipt oso. everyday jus onlii feel liike cryiing. haiis.
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