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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

todday feel sooo tiired n unwell. wake upp verii early to go to moii offiice. bad mood fer todday oso.
at fiirst goiin to hiis house dde. but end upp he say he was tiired. dden miie deciide not to go over to diisturb hiim, let hiim rest early bba.
end upp he oso msg miie saiid thiink todday not meetiing miie lerrs coz he verii tiired. dden fiine lorrs. he say ii sure angry dde.
ii not feeliing angry at all. wat ii feel was sad larrs. todday kept thiinkiing of tat msg yiing use hiis hp send dde. realii wiish tat msg iishx realii he send iit siincerly frm hiis heart, but wen he told miie "you thiink iishx ii send dde mehhs? iishx ur siista send dde"
ii was sooo diisappoiinted n sad larrs. haiis. but suan lerrs larrs. wat can ii still do?

todday ii deciided lerrs, frm now onward, even iif he iishx treatiing miie cold or nv meet. ii wun even saiid a siingle word. no matter how sad n how much ii miiz hiim, ii oso wun say a word lerrs.
perhaps ii should let hiim have hiis own private tiime n space bba. giiviing miie sumtiimes oso bba. perhaps after tiis periiod of tiime, our's love will grow stronger bba. but iif thiing end upp to bbe negatiive. hiis feeliing fer miie fade, ii can onlii blame moii self fer not beiing a gud gf fer hiim bba.
but no matter wat happen iin the future, now let put iit a siide fiirst bba. as fer now, ii jus hope to giive both of us sumtiime, wun say a word no matter wat, wouldnt wan hiim to bbe too stress coz of miie.

fer those to care fer miie, realii wanna know how ii doiin recently n moii real feeliing, jus refer to moii blog bba. ii will jus post iit iin moii blog. coz ii know, he wun cum n viiew moii blog lerrs bba.

ii will carry everythiing all by moiiself frm now onward, wun rely on aniione else, wun bother aniione else lerrs.
learniing to keep moii feeliing now.
ii will always love euu even iif euu are not miine aniimore.

6 more days to our's 3 months lerrs, will ii bbe happii on tat day?
will iit bbe a happii day, or will iit bbe a sad day?
That's When I Y0u
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