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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

todday, ii was iin a verii bad mood fer the whole day. feel liike cryiing sooo much, but cant shed a tears. especiially workiing, ii was feeliing verii unwell, haviing slight fever, sore throat, headaches, gastriic paiin and diizzy. moii whole body was sooo weak plus moii mood damn down, ii dunno wat iim thiinkiing n doiin, even lost the customer give miie dde 50 dollar lorrs. haiis. damn pek chye fer the whole day.
wen walkiing to west mall to take mrt to work, raiiniing quiite heaviily siia. miie jus felt liike walkiing iin the raiin, long tiime nv lerrs.todday mood realii damn bad lorrs.feel liike cryiing soo much wen walkiing iin the raiin. haiis

haiis. ur coldness towards miie iishx realii verii hurtiing to miie lorrs. although euu n jef told miie euu have ur reason fer doiing soo but diirectly or iindiirectly u're hurtiing miie verii deeply.
euu will the one who askk miie not to thiink too much, not to thiink of makiing tat deciisiion.
euu will the one giiviing miie promiise. end up euu will the one treatiing miie sooo cold. haiis.

ya, iit's true tat we tog must care of other's feeliing. but wen euu told miie maybb one day euu will bbe gonez. diid euu ever care fer moii feeliing? euu will the one who plan of marriage. euu will the one who plan fer our's future. euu will the one who plan to open shop iin iindonesiia dden cum singapore open and get pr dde. end upp euu the one telliing miie maybb one day euu will bbe gone.

as wat ii say, iif one day euu wanna leave ii will let moii hand off. no matter how much iim unwilliing to let go, ii wun hold on dde.

todday, tiing n yiing askk miie iif thiing continue liike tiis, will ii choose to break, ii realii dunno. tiis few days ii realii feel verii xiinku n hurt feel liike letting go but thiink back,
frm the day we know each other till now, although iishx jus three month, not a verii long periiod of tiime, but we had went thru sooo much lerrs. how am ii goiin to let go sooo easiily? ii dubb bear, ii realii dubb bear.

have euu alreadii forgotten the everythiing, every moment, every promiise and the love between us? iif euu diid, jus let miie know, and leave iif euu wan.

moii smiile iishx gettiing more n more fake, yiing told miie, todday wen she saw miie, she can c tat all moii smile iishx fakiing out dde. they kept askkiing miie not to bear moii tears lerrs. cry all out. but ii dubb wanna let aniione c miie sheddiing a siingle tear lerrs.
ya, euu all are riight, iim pretendiing as iif iim ok, pretend to bbe strong. pretend as iif ii dubb giive a damn weather how cold he treat miie. but deep iin moii heart, iit's bleediing. iit's all paiin n hurts.

laogong, plz dubb leave miie coz of wat moii famiily saiid or thiink tat euu always briing miie sadness or thiink tat iif ur student pass rejected and iit's unfaiir to miie. plz dubb leave coz of tiis kiind of reason.
bf iishx miine dde. let miie choose moii self. dubb choose moii path fer miie, iif not ii will bbe living iin regret fer the rest of moii liife. onlii wiith euu by mysiide, ii will bbe happii and blessed. wiithout euu, the sadness will bbe 100 tiimes dden now dde. iim the one who are williing to waiit fer euu, soo no faiir or unfaiir dde. iim the one who deciide fer moii self. no one could deciide fer miie dde. tiis iishx wat euu told miie. iisn't iit?
fer why ii was treatiing euu sooo attitude tiis few day, wouldnt wanna meet euu todday, iishx coz iim afraiid iif one day euu wanna leave miie, ii realii will break down. iim tryiing to bluff moiiself tat ii dubb love euu lerrs. but ii failed. miiz euu alots everyday, feel verii verii sad n hurt wen ii thiink of euu, and the everythiing between us.
iim tiired of pretendiing happii lerrs. iim tiired of bluffing moii self lerrs. iim cant hold on to moii tears lerrs.

haiis. now ii realii dunno wat to do. suan lerrs. dubb wanna thiink sooo much lerrs. moii eye was sooo tiired. all along cryiiing whiile typiing.

iif you still love me, please dubb leave miie. dubb leave miie alone, wiithout euu, iim no one. moii liife cant go on.
leave miie unless euu dubb love miie lerrs.
promise miie, please nv forget the everythiing, every moment, every promise and the love between us hao mahhs?

heartbroken,
bleediing,
hurts,
paiin,
sad,
breakiing down.

dear sista, nv worrii fer miie lerrs k? promiise? carry on wiith ur's dde liife, dubb coz of miie feel unhappii. ii know, tiis few days euu all kept sayiing funnii thiing jus to cheers miie upp. giiviing miie manii adviice n support to hang on too. thanks. ur's effort iishx not wasted. ii apprectite iit. but euu all have too much thiing of ur's to fan lerrs, sooo dubb worrii of miie lerrs k? please!!!

iim becomiing more n more weak iin love siince ii met euu, moii tears gettiing more n more uncontrolled recently. coz ii love euu. ii realii do. love euu deeply.
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