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Thursday, February 22, 2007

long tiime nv update blog lerrs. was too busy n lazy. seeiing other's blog, iishx always full of happiiness but miine iishx always full of sadness. haiis
had been moodless fer the past few day siince 14 of feb, valentine day.
tiis few day, ii dunno wat iim thiinkiing and doiin. ii was realii not who ii am. 14 of feb n 19 of feb ii went to boat quey and driink. ii driink wiithout liimiit. tiis iishx not wat ii used to do. everytiime ii driink ii will know moii liimiit n stop dde. but tiis two days, ii jus wan to get drunk. 19 of feb iim realii drunk. ii get to know alot of guy recently whom all treated miie verii gud. ii keep iin contact wiith them. tiis iishx oso not wat ii will do iin the past. everyday, ii jus hope to get drunk. coz ii could onlii cry after driinkiing, and realii who ii am wen iim drunk. moii mood was jus fuckiing bad tiis few day. ii jus wan to forget hiim coz iim afraiid one day he will leave or after ii come back frm hong kong we will still end up break off. ii tot ii could forget by doiin all tiis, but iim wrong, no matter how gud those guy treat miie, how cariing they are, no one can touch moii heart, no one can make miie fall iin love wiith them, except euu. everyday iim still sad n moodless coz of euu, moii miind, moii heart iishx still all abt euu. iim supriised wiith all the thiing ii diid recently. iim sooo fake iinfront of all ppl. iinfront of all of them iit's realii not who ii realii are.moii smiile iishx gettiing more n more fake too. the changed miie iishx soo scary, ii could hardly recongise moii self. ii was liike a body wiithout soul tiis few day. coz now euu askk miie wat realii happen iin the past few day, ii cant realii remember lerrs. ii hate the changed miie. doiin sooo much stupiid acts.
fiinally ii woke upp lerrs. no more boat quey, no more driinkiing, no more contactiing guy ii dubb realii know. jus guaii guaii dde work, seriiously go hong kong learn moii thiing, dden cum back waiit fer moii laogong to cum back. ii will onlii go boat quey wiith moii siista n jef, daddii, erzii they all dde. ii jus wanna go backk to moii old liife style. tiis iishx the way tat ii realii feel happii, n was realii who ii am, who ii used to bbe.

todday after work 8 plus go viivo meet jef, xiiang xiing, mernel, yong fa, siimon dden go down batok wiith them. wiith them ii realii verii happii lorrs. realii kept laughiing non stop dde. althought they kept lii siiao miie, but ii realii happii. ii realii loves to bbe wiith them soo much lorrs, coz onlii wen ii wiith them, iim truely happii, even ii moodless oso will end up becum happii dde. ii will bbe liike last tiime always meet them frm now on lerrs. back to moii old liife style. hehez.

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