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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

today, should say iishx a bad day fer miie bba. everythiing seem sooo bad. moii mood was siimply sooo bad. ii was jus soo fed upp. ii dunno why. quarrel wiith darliing today, erm. cannot say quarrel bba. should saiid iim angry wiith hiim bba. but actually he diid nothiing wrong, iim the one who diid thiing wrong bba. sorrii ar dar. actually, diidnt angry euu at all larrs. jus dubb feel liike talkiing to aniione.
today jef n siimon iishx soo gud, came all the way down frm batok to look fer miie at moii work place. touch siia.
today, they briing back both of us dde memoriies to miie. kept talkiing abt hiim. feeliing soo sux. haiis. but wat euu all wan miie to do now? everythiing had alreadii ended, the hurts iishx alreadii ther. ii realii cant forget. ii realii verii tiired iin tiis relatiionshiip lerrs, ii realii verii xiinku. siince the day he go back tiis tiime, almost everyday ii went down to boat quey, everyday ii driink. jus to numb moii self, jus to stop moii self frm thiinkiing. fiinally, iim sliightly recovered lerrs but ii still not yet prepare fer a new relatiionshiip or back to tiis relatiionshiip.
ii leave hiim n nv wanted to patch back not becoz of ii fall fer moii darliing or aniione else. iishx tat moii heart realii break throughly tiis tiime lerrs.
iimagiine how hurt, how paiin iit iishx wen the one euu love soo much, quarrel wiith euu over maple, angry wiith euu coz of maple. treat euu sumtiimes cold, sumtiimes warm, betray euu agaiin n agaiin wen euu forgiive hiim agaiin n agaiin. end upp still say till as iin he diidnt do aniithiing wrong, and turn over to suspect tat euu n hiis bro betray hiim. dden euu fiinally found out, all along euu giive iin sooo manii trust to hiim, but he diidnt giive iin anii trust to euu at all. haiis. perhaps, break iishx beta bba. he saiid now dde hiim feel more relax n happii lerrs. gud fer hiim lorrs.
lastly, ii would like to tell euu all, ii nv liike moii darliing, althought we are verii close liike stead. but iindeed we are jus purely frenz n gan darliing. now ii jus wanna bbe siingle. ii realii verii tiired lerrs, still not yet prepared fer relatiionshiip, jus wan to rest. haiis. waiit ii cum back frm hong kong dden say bba. let fate deciide.
today, msg wiith hiim he say wat wanna siien miie. haiis. he take iit verii fun but to miie verii hurt lorrs. haiis. dunno wat to say lerrs larrs. stop here bba.
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