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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

god iishx jus makiing fun of miie agaiin n agaiin. happiiness always seem to bbe soo short n sadness always seem to bbe eterniity, always seem to bbe endless. after sooo manii thiing, afraiid of beiing hurt. ii know ii can nv replace her's place, ii rather giive upp.
moii miind all blank out tat niite, droppiing tears iin silent whiile iim pretend to bbe happii liisteniing to hiis sorrows tat niite. headaches as excuse, to hang upp the phone wen ii cant take iit, cant continue liisteniing to everythiing. diidnt realii went to slp straiight coz ii realii cant slp.
heartaches seeiing the wound he do to hiimself, b4 goiin out ytd afternoon, had alreadii told moiiself, ii cant bbe soft hearted. but wen he iishx hurtiing hiimself, ii jus cant pretend as iif ii cant c, ii cant heard n jus walk away, moii heart gone soft n ii turn back.
seeiing all tiis iin moii eyes, heardiing all tiis wiith moii ears, the paiin iishx killiing miie. iim iin a great paiin to act as iif ii dubb care lerrs, ii dubb love lerrs. iim not jealous, ii noe iit over lerrs, but jus dunno why moii heart jus feeliing sooo uneasy, sooo unhappii.
chiiong? should say ii jus wanna driink. onlii liiquors can make miie criied everythiing out, ii had been beariing iit till ii cant breath lerrs.
ii not here to cry coz we quarrel over the matter of ii went to bq and end upp we are now iin a verii worst status. siince the moment ii deciide to go out, deciide to jiio yiing out fer driink, all thiing are alreadii iin moii expectatiion. soo aiin't cryiing over tiis iishx poiintless?
iishx the thiing ii see wiith moii eyes, hear wiith moii ears, feel wiith moii heart make miie criied. haiis. ii not here to say tat iim regret or wat, siince ii choose tiis path, ii wun let moii self regret.
ii will forget euu.
seeiing the thiing euu wrote iin msn, heartaches, bleediing. ii can onlii say,perhaps we met iin the wrong tiime bba. or perhaps ii should say iishx iin the fiirst place ii dubb wan treasure, till ii realii treasure iishx too late lerrs, thiing liike tiis happen. frm the thiing euu saiid, ii can feel tat iin ur heart still got her, still have feeliing fer her bba. haiis. ii can nv replace her place, ii rather giive upp. ii afraiid of hurt lerrs.

was soo bad mood, suddenly he cum chat wiith miie,makiing moii mood abiit more gud. chatted verii long wiith hiim. fiirst tiime siia. been a long tiime we nv joke around liike tiis lerrs. dunno y. after soo long lerrs, besiide xiiangho, he still the one who can cheer miie upp. haiis.

haiis. eddy n xiiangho iishx the onlii two ii love soo much, soo deeply but both of them iishx the one hurt miie most, cause moii heart most paiin. haiis.
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