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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

jus went to viiew thru moii previious blog posts. the thiing happened between miie n "HIM". sooo much memoriies. sooo much hurts. sooo much heartaches. sooo much sadness.
today jus heard frm jef, he now dde gf iishx actually tat 'suzana', they patched back. and diiscovered one more thiing abt "HIM". haiis. wen ii saw tat msg sooo diisappoiinted. wanderiing why am ii sooo crazy iin love wiith hiim iin the past? why am ii forgiive hiim fer betrayiing miie agaiin n agaiin? waiited fer sooo long fer hiis return, cry soo much, gave iin to hiim n our's relatiionshiip soo much fer wat??
haiis. dunno wat to saiid oso, onlii can saiid ii fell fer the wrong guy bba. he jus iisn't moii mr riite.
but actually untiil now, ii still realii hope to know, weather had he realii loved miie once? the ring, had he thrown? he realii nv treasure miie n the everythiing between us before? not even tat one sec?
ii know all tiis will jus always remaiin as a questiion mark iin moii heart dde.
even until now, iim still wanderiing, all along am ii realii failed to bbe a gud gf? haiis. now always wen thiink of startiing a new relatiionshiip will afraiid tat iim not gud eluff.
haiis. moii liife, moii miind all bbeiing messed upp.
lookiing back at back to the everythiing wiith "HIM", iit's jus liike a sweet dream suddenly became niightmare. out of a sudden, ii fell to the bottom.

tat periiod of tiime iif ii realii nv met moii darliing, ii miight had alreadii break down, ii miight had alreadii changed to the worst of the worst bby now. ii dunno how to get over everythiing.
now, "HIS" everythiing iim not gonna concern aniimore, the onlii thiing ii concern now was jus XIANGHO.
although, ii dunno hiis attitude, hiis temper can ii realii take iit or not. but ii will try to.
now, jus realii love hiim sooo much. treasure hiim sooo much. cant afford to lose hiim. the feeliing fer hiim jus liike the feeliing fer "HIM" iin the past, and iit's even more stronger.
ii onlii hope, he dubb make miie diisappoiinted, dubb bbe liike "HIM", dubb make miie let moii hand go, coz ii realii dubb wan to.

lookiing back of the everythiing wiith "HIM". all along, ii had bbeen keep holdiing on, do everythiing ii can to mend back our's relatiionshiip, hold "HIM" back. "HE" had nv ever realii hold miie back n treasure miie once but yet moii love fer "HIM" was jus sooo subborn, even "HE" had lefted, iim still unwilliing to let go of "HIS" hand n put "HIM" down.
onlii untill ii found sumone tat would treasure miie n hold miie back dden ii fiinally realiise, euu're not the one ii should hold back, euu're the one ii should treasure n euu're oso not the one tat worth fer miie to do everythiing ii can to mend back our relatiionshiip.
the one ii should treasure, to hold back was onlii moii darliing, he iishx the one worth fer miie to do everythiing to stop hiim frm leaviing.

thanks fer passiing bby moii liife to let miie learned sumthiing, to let miie met moii lovely darliing and to let miie wake upp n realise whiich type of guys ii should treasure, and whiich type ii should not.

*missJAC learned not to shown anii forgiivness to guys tat betray her frm mrEDDY EFFENDY*

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