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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

today had a real seriious quarrel wiith moii darliing, till now still not ok yet. proposely make hiim thiink tat iim honger, flirt kiia. coz ii know iim not a gud gf fer hiim. he should deserve sumone beta.
proposely to get close to guy, but still cant get hiim out of moii miind. dunno how long ii criied. but iim sure iishx longer dden the tiime ii criied fer eddy. haiis. ii know ii love hiim. but ii cant promiise hiim aniithiing, not even beiing a gud gf. haiis. soo ii rather he go fiind a giirl tat much more beta dden miie.
how paiin moii heart iishx? how sad ii am? thiink nobody will know bba. driink till sooo drunk now yet cant get to slp. haiis. iim regret but ii niid to do sooo.
fiirstly, ii dubb wanna hurt aniione. secondly, iim afraiid of beiing hurt, iim afraiid of cryiing. hope he could find sumone beta.
ii wan hiim to hate miie forever. ii thiink he realii xiinku bba. changed fer the thiing he promiise miie. jus wan hiim to bbe back hiimself but ii know ii cant accept iit dde. sooo ii rather bbe the bad giirl tat seem liike all along iim playiing wiith hiim.
he shouldnt change fer wat he promiise miie bba, coz iim not hiis gf and iim not worth of iit.
heart soooo soooo paiin wen ii heard euu sayiing why must he hate miie wen we nv start at all, why must he angry wen iim nobody to hiim. but wat he say iishx riight. wat riight do ii have to angry wiith all hiis actiion n control hiim wen he's not related to miie. wat can ii say wen ii not even hiis gf? hais. jus take care bba. love euu. haiis. hate miie fer liife bba. iim not a gud giirl, not a gud gf.

guy outsiide, pls stop askiing miie weather we got chance mahhs. coz iin moii heart now iishx onlii moii darliing. no other else. wun wan to get tog wiith aniione else. leave miie alone fer tiis periiod of tiime. ii onlii wan hiim now but no choiice but to let go. haiis.
iif ther one more chance and ii know he realii seriious, ii will sure accept hiim, bbe a gud gf n nv hong jus liike how ii treat eddy or even beta. haiis. but thiink tiis day wun cum lerrs bba.
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