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Sunday, April 29, 2007

today nv realii go out chiiong, 9 plus liincoln come fetch miie frm work dden went over to loliipop to c how the enironment was dden consiider weather wanna go ther work not, the eniironment ther iishx not bad. liike iit quiite alot. but the onlii problem was tat iit was jus soo near to daddii ktv, jus behiide iit lorrs. scare iif go ther work, let daddii saw miie. hahax.
dden after went to tiimah liincoln dde pub. iit was soo relaxiing ther lorrs, wen ii reach ther, moii mood get sliightly beta n wun thiink soo much lerrs. there was a place where ii can realii relax moiiself. liincoln say iif ii wanna go ther work jus giive hiim a call.
dden around 2 plus ii reach home lerrs. haiis.

moii mood fer the whole day iishx still sooo bad, iim gettiing verii angry oso.
dunno whiich fucker go tell hiim wat ii ytd get to know alot of guy. did ii?? saiid ii ps them. diid ii?? even saiid wat ii giive eriic gud bye kiiss. kaoz. DID II??????
ii nv get to know anii new guy at all lorrs, ii onlii askk tiim to go over to bq to fiind miie, coz after tat can askk hiim send miie, tiing, yvo n xiin home mahhs. dden jus niice wen ii msg hiim sayiing ii confiirm goiin to bq dden he saiid he was at ms, dden ii askk hiim cum over coffee shop to fiind miie lorrs. dden ii askk hiim send us over to bq. he saiid ok, dden ii go n askk them tat ii can take 3 more ppl wiith miie, who wan take car over. dden all ownself saiid dubb wan, onlii esmond wan follow dden ii saiid meet them at bq lorrs. dden ii reach lerrs, ii oso waiit fer them at es downstaiir dden before they reach ii go liighthouse fiind joe awhiile dden driink wiith them, dden saw liincoln. after they reach not long lerrs, he called n msg miie askk miie not to driink too much lerrs, ii verii bad mood, ii siitted asiide, liisteniing to song, almost criied. dden suddenly eriic askk miie go say all goiin lerrs, dden ii walk over to es downstaiir, but tat tiime tiing they all alreadii dunno go wher liiao lorrs. ii askk xiin dden know they go wiithdrawn money, dden after tat xiin oso gonex miissiing, dden at frenz place downstaiir dden ii askk yvo wher all of them agaiin, dden she saiid they all go farnado. PLEASE. who iishx the one tat go wiithout telliing miie dden end upp still can turned over to saiid ii ps them, even wen they goiin home they oso nv giive miie a call lorrs. liike tat iishx ii ps them larrs. funnii hors.
dden went upp frenz place, saw robiin ther. dden liike tat ii oso hong larrs? liike iishx ii purposely askk hiim go over dde, or purposely go upp to meet hiim, ii go upp iishx coz liincoln askk miie go lorrs. ii dubb even know robiin was ther, ii even forgotten tat he was at bq until ii saw hiim at frenz place lorrs.
dden wen ii goiin home, ii go fiind eriic at mac to return hiim the jacket dden after awhile ii went back wiith liincoln lerrs, wen diid ii giive eriic the gud bye kiiss?
realii funnii lehhs, tat person who had saiid all tiis nonsense sure iishx saw moii soul kiissiing eriic, saw moii soul knowiing new guys, fliirtiing wiith new guy.
and maybb tat person diid call miie larrs to iinform miie they goiin larrs, but moii soul help miie piick upp larrs, dden moii soul ans them tat ii not goiin wiith them, iim gotta ps them larrs.

ii no comment toward tat person who saiid all tiis nonsense larrs, upp to hiim/her to saiid larrs, she/he saiid got dden got lorrs, saiid dubb haf dden dubb haf lorrs. not iinterested to care abt all tiis accuse n nonsense. dden as fer hiim, iif he prefer trustiing tat person dden miie, ii got nothiing to saiid lorrs. upp to hiim bba. jus feeliing soo heartaches lorrs. haiis. iim goiin crazy larrs. iif ii realii quiit moii current job ii will miia bba. wun tell aniione wher iim workiing at lerrs bba. quiittiing moii current job soon. work fer a few more day or one or two week more bba.
haiis. but honestly, realii dubb bear all the ppl at ther, especiially ah kiiat n hiim. haiis.

to tat person,
stop beiing soo boliiao larrs, saiid soo manii nonsense fer wat?? next tiime before you saiid aniithiing make the whole thiing clear fiirst larrs. dubb aniihow say lehhs. and funnii lehhs, liike wat oso must report to hiim. liike hiis reporter siia, dden ii wat tiime eat, wat tiime go toilet, wat tiime slp, wat time wake upp, every sec, every min wat iim doiin niid report or not? iif realii wanna report oso dubb niid go ediit dde whole story dden report larrs hors. iit jus make euu seem soo evil, soo childiish onlii lorrs.

to hiim,
ii not gotta explaiin aniithiing, no poiint. iif euu choose to trust tat person more dden miie, fiine lorrs, ii nothiing to saiid, even iif ii explaiin lerrs oso no use. iif euu realii trust wat tat person saiid dden jus take iit ii diid the everythiing tat person told euu lorrs. iit's ok to miie, coz ii know iif a person have trust on euu, no matter wat other saiid, tat person oso wun beliieve dde. tat all ii can saiid. haiis.

ii dunno how long can ii still hang on, ii dunno how long can ii keep moii self iin control. ii dunno how long can ii bear wiith moii tears. ii was afraiid one day ii will lost control of moii feeliing, moii tears n moiiself. everyday ii smile liike nothiing happen, ii dubb wanna break down iinfront of aniione. but how long can ii stand everythiing, how long can ii smile liike nothiing happen n how long can ii still pretend as iim ok, pretend as ii dunno aniithiing? haiis.
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