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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

ytd had a seriious quarrel wiith hiim. haiis. iit's was rather sad n heart pain. seeiing hiim deletiing the testii n the comment he wrote fer miie. and ii moii self deleted the piic taken wiith hiim frm moii friiendster as he request. haiis. and throw away the straw heart ii make fer hiim iin tiis periiod of tiime moii self. iit's was soo soo soo heart paiin lorrs. and realii jus feel liike cryiing soo soo soo much lorrs. haiis. control n control. dden at niite went to boat quey wiith hiim n kiiat kor kor. still soo unhappii. still soo sad. still soo heart paiin. but jus to pretend as iif iim verii happii. coz ii dubb wanna spoilt aniione mood or have a quarrel agaiin. haiis.
reach home around 5. get everythiing done n went to bed at around 6. turniing round n round. jus cant get to slp. haiis. been thiinkiing of the quarrel. end up cry. haiis.
yiing told miie lots of thiing ytd. been thiinkiing iit throughly agaiin n agaiin. deciided to giive iin a try. trust hiim at lease once.but onlii on the day he deciided to realii quiit gambliing on soccer iishx the day ii will bbe tog wiith hiim. ii can accept hiis everythiing. jus two thiing ii couldnt accept. one iishx gambliing on soccer, another wan he should know wat iit iishx.
he promiise onlii until tiis thursday. hope he can realii stop.
today wake upp early n cum down early, jus to accompany hiim lorrs. cum down wiith a verii happii mood. but wen seeiing hiim gambliing. haiis. diisliike sooo much. but jus choose to keep silent coz dubb wanna quarrel agaiin. haiis. realii verii xiinku lorrs. haiis. mood turned bad. feel liike cryiing sooo much. agaiin, control n control. haiis. tot ii realii as wat ii say tat ii dubb care mehhs? haiis.
feeliing we're gettiing more n more iimpossiible to bbe tog lorrs. today wen saw hiim, the fiirst feeliing iishx he weiird weiird dde. the way he treat miie liike sooo sooo sooo biig diifferent frm past? am ii jus beiing too sensatiive? haiis.
no mood to wriite. more n more feel liike cryiing. haiis.
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