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Monday, May 14, 2007

back to post lerrs, recently alot of thiing happen iin moii liife. ii goiin to break down soon, 12 of may, went to ciine kbox to attend a frenz biirthday celebratiion party. get to know alot of new frenz ther, everyone of them iishx treatiing miie verii gud n care alot fer miie. half way thru the party, ii went down to ms terry bez to look fer tiing they all, the maiin propose ii went down iishx not to club, iishx to askk fer an ans frm xiin, before ii stepped iinto terry bez, ii hope tat the ans ii heard frm xiin iishx no, hiis god bro iishx bluffiing miie, but end upp the ans jus not wat ii wan. her's god bro iishx sayiing all the truth. ii dunno why, ii felt verii sad. ii criied n criied non stop outsiide terry bez, she can jus hate miie wiithout a reason out of a sudden, jus few week ago, we are still soo gud, wen iim sad she gave miie advise and console miie but why? ii diidnt do aniithiing wrong nor ii diid thiing to hurt her. why she jus hate miie out of no reason. haiis.
ii dunno why, wen iim cryiing soo badly, ii jus suddenly take out moii fone n called hiim, even through ii know he iishx sleepiing at tat tiime, at tat moment, ii jus hope tat he will piick upp. suddenly he realii piick upp, iim soo shock and he was oso at ms tat tiime doiing sumthiing. he askk miie why ii criied soo badly, dden before he hang upp he saiid sayang, dubb cry lerrs.
erm. can ii call tiis as a miiracle? to miie iit's was. dden realii feel liike meetiing hiim soo much but end upp iit all too late, he had alreadii went back. quiite diisappointed and went back to ciine.
wen ii reach ther, ii kept driinkiing non stop. and jus soo sad. end upp tat a giirl call sharon, she askk miie out of the room and askk miie wat happen, ii told her n ii criied. she jus stay bby moiisiide to console n take care of miie.
tat tiime ii realii feel even more diisappointed, wen a giirl tat we get to know each other not long care n concern abt miie more dden moii siista fer soo manii yr do. wat should ii saiid? nothiing. speechless.
forget iit ii alreadii had fiinally see the true colour of everyone of them, who realii do care abt miie n who dubb, they had alreadii gave miie the ans tat niite lerrs. ii wouldnt wan to care n thiink abt tiis matter lerrs.
jus let everythiing pass n let tiis matter rest. ii hope ii could still hang on fer the tiimes beiing and slowly receovered frm everythiing bba.
no matter wat, here to saiid thank to:
tiing tiing - you will always bbe moii siista till the end of tiime.
biin xiin - althought we seldom talk but thank fer consoliing miie tat niite. and let miie know tat ther still sumone cariing fer miie.
sharon - thank soo much as we jus get to know each other fer not long yet euu care n concern soo much abt miie.

recently, kept thiinkiing back of the past wiith all moii siista, the tiimes we always ton, always go plaza till morning, the tiimes we always get screen bby police, the tiimes we lii siiao those passerby at niite. every moment we spend tog.
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the tiimes wiith hiim, the tiimes wen he jus work there. always lii siiao miie. askk stupiid questiion, saiid stupiid thiing liike euu eat alreadii? moii frenz wan to know euu. askk miie dubb soo dao lehhs, ii maii dao dde arx? dubb fall down all tiis stupiid thiing.
and ii c hiis friiendster askk hiim bugiis siiao dde arx? dden wen he askk miie, dden ii repliies hiim stupiid thiing, askk hiim he wan wher dde? dden tell hiim moii dad, moii ex, moii bf, moii frenz, moii bro, moii mum dde dden askk hiim wan wher dde. and lots more larrs.
now thiink back of everythiing wiith all moii siista n hiim soo stupiid lorrs, but iit's was realii verii happii n fun at tat periiod of tiime. ii will nv forget larrs. realii miiz the past.

soo manii thiing happened at a tiime, ii breakiing down soon. all ii niid now iishx onlii hiim stayiing bby moiisiide liike the tiimes eddy left miie. but iishx iit possiible? will there bbe a miiracle once agaiin? haiis. thiink the percentage iishx as low as 0.01 percent bba.

ppls always thiink tat the past iishx beta dden now,
coz wat past iishx pass,
we can nv turn back the tiime nor;
go back to the past.

memoriies are meant fer us to kept iin our heart,
memoriies are meant fer us to turn back n c wat had happened iin our liife iin the past,
but memoriies are also meant fer us to regret fer not treasuriing the thiing we used to had iin the past.
memoriies can bbe beautiful at tiimes,
but memoriies can oso bbe hurtful at tiimes.

ii finally know our's friendship fer the past 6 yrs can actually break soo easily,
euu the onlii one iim soo diisappoiinted wiith.

will there bbe a miiracle once agaiin?

all ii niid now iishx just euu.

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