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Saturday, May 19, 2007

fiinally found a blogskiins ii liike, but iit's jus soo iimperfects. too small. haiis. soo tired to continue to search lerrs. soo use back the old one, but make sum changes to iit, changed the profiles of moii blog, the wordiing siize, the content iin the front page and the song. tml dden continue searchiing agaiin slowly bba.
haiis. actually today yiing n tiing they all jiio miie go clubbiing dde, dden althought ii had alreadii wear those clubbiing clothiing out but actually still consiideriing weather ii wanna go anot. until the niite at fiirst planned not to go lerrs, dden yiing called to persuade miie to go. at fiirst change moii miind lerrs, but dden she told miie tat the one ii diisliike iishx goiin oso dden ii dubb wanna go lerrs.
today all along moii mood iishx soo gud, had a gud tiimes jokiing and playiing wiith hiim but until 9 plus moii mood changed, coz seeiing hiim talkiing on fone. as how much ii understand hiim, the one he talkiing to should bbe a giirl bba. dden after tat he liike quarrel wiith sumone dden heard sum sound liike he hiittiing the table or watever, thiink iit's must bbe quarreliing wiith a giirl he love now bba. haiis.
realii soo heartaches, suddenly moii tears all jus feel liike droppiing, dubb feel liike talkiing to aniione, moii smile all gonex iin a sudden. dden no matter wat ii do liike all wrong, forget tiis n tat. make miistakes here n there. haiis.
dden bad mood till realii feel liike goiin to club, goiin to driink. go make upp and at fiirst planned to go ms look fer yiing they all dde.
but wen ii get on the cab ii thiink alots, and ii tell the cab driiver to go back to bukit panjang dubb go ms lerrs.
coz last tiime, ii always go club, go driink wenever iim feeliing damn sad, and ended upp ii blowed the everythiing between miie n hiim coz of tiis.
ii dubb wanna commiit the same miistake agaiin, fulfilliing a promiises tat ii diidnt do soo iin the past, after wat ii had saw today, ii c even more clearly tat iit's all iimpossiible to turn back aniithiing lerrs, iit's all too late to fulfill the promiises now, iit's all poiintless lerrs. but ii jus dubb wanna bbe liike the past lerrs. ii jus hope the miissJAC iin the past.
last tiime ii always chiiong, ii flirt liike hell soo wat? end upp wat ii get? nothiing. onlii ended upp lose the one who treated miie soo gud n the one ii love. and get myself soo regretted now.
haiis. ii know everything had ended long tiime ago, but all along ii still bluffiing moiiself, still dubb wanna accept the fact even until now. but recently wat ii saw, wat ii heard n wat ii can feel iishx telliing miie more clearly tat everythiing had alreadii ended, no more turniing back lerrs and he had alreadii gonex frm moii liife fer verii long lerrs.
haiis. jus now tiing was telliing miie tat she feel tat iim still beta dden her, at lease ii can get to c hiim almost everyday, sumtiimes he will still call miie or sms miie.
but iishx iit realii soo? ii rather miie n tiing exchange lorrs. the more ii get to c hiim, the more paiinful n hurtful to miie, the more hard fer miie to put hiim down. to forget hiim. haiis. nobody will know such kiind of feeliing until you have realii try iit before. last tiime ii oso hope to c the one ii love more. but wen now ii get to go thru such kiind of liife, ii feel the diifferent way.
haiis. no mood to continue lerrs, aniiwae niid go slp oso lerrs. dunno wat tiime gotta let hiim wake miie upp agaiin. post tml bba.

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