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Monday, May 21, 2007

lately realii sufferiing frm iinsomniia, no matter how tiired ii am ii jus cant get to slp. at fiirst depend on moii mediicatiion to get moiiself to slp. but soon after the mediicatiion still cant get to slp. and now moii mediiciine had fiiniished lerrs. get even more hardest to get to slp lerrs. iif tiis case contiinue thiink sooner or later ii niid take sleepiing pill frm moii mum to get moiiself to slp lerrs. haiis. there still alot of thiing iin moii miind. flashiing agaiin n agaiin. cant stop moiiself frm thiinkiing. now even at pub work after driinkiing lots oso cant get to slp. everyday morniing 7 plus or 8 plus dden can get to slp. but cant slp well oso, dunno everyday ii waken upp how manii tiimes iin between the sleepiing tiime of miine. haiis.

sO lOsT,
sO wEak,
sO heLpLeSs.
tIrEd oF mOii sMiLe,
iiT's jUs sO fAke.
sEaRcHiiNg vErii hArD fOr mOii lOnG lOsT LaUgHtEr,
tRyiiNg vErii hArD tO sMiLe LikE nOtHiiNg hApPeN,
tRyiiNg vErii hArD tO aCt aS ii'm OkAy.
tO cOvErEd tHe tRuTh,
tAt aCtUaLly ii'm hEaVenLy bRoKeN.
ii cAn'T teLl wHo ii aM aNiimOrE,
jUs wIsH yOu wILl hErE.
wAntEd tO tReAsUrE oUr's tImEs tOg rEcEntLy,
bUt ii't jUs sO hArD.
ii mIgHt bbE lEaViiNg oUr's wOrkpLaCe sOoN,
ii rEaLii dUnNo hOw lOnG cAn wE sTiLl gEt tO sEe eAcH oThEr eVeRyDay.
bReAkiiNg dOwN iin pRoCeSs. . . .
kEep mOiiSeLf bUsy fEr wOrk iiShx tHe OnLii wAy tO sToP mOiiseLf fRm tHiinkiing.

all the promise we've make,
all the empty words ii've prayed,
all the hope faded away day after day.
That's When I Y0u
6:50 AM