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Thursday, May 24, 2007

today slp till eveniing tiime 7 plus dden wake upp, late fer work today. at fiirst mood alreadii verii bad lerrs, after tat he suddenly call, ii was running and rush out the pub to ans hiis call, but end upp even more bad mood. he told miie he goiin to change to niite shiift lerrs.
ii saiid lerrs, iim leaviing soon lerrs. treasuriing the tiime wiith hiim recently but now he change to niite shiift even lesser tiime to c hiim lerrs.
ii wanna get drunk today, ii driink alot alot. but cant. moii heart was soo paiin. wen ii reach home ii cant get to slp at all. ii dunno why, ii kept cryiing n cryiing. no matter wat ii do, ii oso cryiing. ii realii goiin break down lerrs. sharon tell miie she oso breakiing down lerrs. but at lease she still got shafik ther to love n care fer her soo much. but who ii have?
ya, honestly, ii have alot but they are not who ii wan. the one ii wan iishx onlii hiim. but he wun bbe around fer miie aniimore.
ii told moiiself stop cryiing lerrs, everythiing ended long tiime ago lerrs. no poiint cryiing now, but ii cant, ii realii cant stop moii tears frm droppiing. ii cant stop moii heart frm bleediing, cant stop the paiin of moii heart. ii got no reason, no energy to hang on. ii realii dunno wat to do, wat to saiid.
moii miind, moii heart was iin a mess now. haiis. please stop forciing miie. ii dubb wan to cry or break down iinfront of hiim one day. haiis.

now to miie, sharon understand more dden moii siista do, care fer miie more dden moii siista do. realii thank her soo much. thank her fer stayiing by moii siide n lend miie her liisteniing ears. even she wanna marry wiith shafiik lerrs, oso got thiink of miie, wan miie bbe the ban liiang fer her. hahax. thank sharon.
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