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Monday, May 28, 2007

ytd went to terry bez wiith sharon, yong wei they all. dden soo unlucky lorrs. they fiight ii oso tiio. coz jus soo unlucky stand behiide tat guy tat kana beat. dden ii tiio abiit lorrs. lucky meii liing briing miie out of the fiight. ytd, nose bleediing, dden today wake upp head swollen, dden back oso paiin. sobx sobx. kke liian lorrs miie.
today morniing dden reach home siia, coz after tat go 163 meet da boii n wen jun they all dden driink wiith them, kaoz. fuckiing drunk today wen ii get home, straiight lye on moii bed dden slp lerrs. kept vomiit the gas out onlii. the gas make miie feel verii uneasy lorrs.
haiis. unlucky day fer ytd larrs. next tiime ii go terry bez sure wun stand iin the miiddle of the dancefloor lerrs. not soo stupiid liiao.
haiis. the day before ytd went to viiew hiis friiendster n dden liink to wendy's friiendster dden saw her shoutout wriite dunno wat love till the end n wat miiz euu lots lots sumthiing liike tat larrs, cant realii rem liiao dden behiide put dde name iishx ah ho uncle.
still saiid nv patch. but wat tiis siia. dden before ii go ms ytd ii askk hiim abt tiis thiing he saiid he n hiim no lerrs, now iishx other one oso call wendy. dden he always call her dear, aii aii all tiis dde.
dden wen ii waiiting fer cab besiide moii shop sell cloth dden uncle hiis wiife tell miie, recently always got a giirl cum accompany hiim, long haiir quiite beautiful dde. dden ii askk hiim iishx who? he saiid hiis ex, the wendy lorrs he tell miie jus now lorrs. haiis.
dden after ms dde thiing lerrs, ii got tell hiim dden he liike quiite care abt miie but liike not realii, oso dunno wat he thiinkiing. dden tell miie wat one week how manii day accompany the two wendy, dden how day accompany.
fuckk, make miie real angry, real sad lorrs. ii dubb wanna bbe liike tiis. iif he wan he go fiind the two of them. dden after hang upp went back kept driink liike crazy.
but supriizely ii get soo drunk soo fast ytd, iishx iit coz of the bad mood? haiis. dunno larrs.
recently found a song, found iit quiite meaniingful. liike wat realii happen to miie now, wat ii wanna saiid n how ii feel lorrs.
here iishx the lyriic.

don't leave me here by lydia.

i don't wanna feel this pain,
i'm so tired being ashamed,
and my heart is so confused,
coz it still belong to you.
thinking abt those days,
whenever you would call & say
that i would never be alone,
but now i'm here
all on my own.
is it over, is it true
oh. . tell me why.
give my heart a chance to say goodbye.
we don't even talk anymore.
it's been so long
since the last time that you called.
i just don't know, is it me?
or is there sumone else.
if you even care,
if there's still something there,
don't leave me here.

you were my love, my only need,
& it was you that set me free;
but only you could see;
all the pain you bring to me.
you were my light
guid my way;
you turned darkness into day.
said forever we'd be one,
but forever come & gone.
is it over, it it true.
oh. . tell me why
give my heart a chance to say goodbye
we don't even talk anymore
it's been so long
since the last time tat you called
i jus don't know, is it me?
or is there sumone else.
if you even care
if there still something there
don't leave me here.

is it over, is it true
oh. . tell me why
give my heart a chance to goodbye
we don't even talk anymore
it's been so long
since the last time that you called
i jus dunno, is it me?
or is there someone else
if you even care
if there's still somthiing there
don't leave me here
don't leave me here

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