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Friday, June 29, 2007

ii had been cryiing fer the whole niite till moii siickness gonex worst. ii break down and criied verii badly, ii called hiim, ii msg hiim. but one more blow cumiing to miie wen he called miie, once ii ans ii heard a giirl voiice askkiing hiim who he calliing dden he told miie next tiime dubb niid to call hiim agaiin. and he hanged upp. ii criied even more badly, ii realii gonex crazy n break down more worst. haiis. ii criied all the way frm two plus till morniing 7 plus dden can fiinally get to slp but jus slp fer a few hours and ii wake upp lerrs. haiis. 3 plus he called miie three tiimes but ii diidnt ans, ii dunno wat to saiid to hiim and ii dubb even wanted to let hiim heard tat ii cryiing soo badly. tiis iishx the fiirst tiime tat ii diidnt ans hiis call.
moii heart was soo paiin. totally broken. bleediing non stop. ii dunno wat to saiid or wat to do. tml will bbe miie n hiim dde last day at our's workiing place, ii promiise ah kiiat to go down earliier to c both of them. ii askk kiiat to tell hiim not to leave soo early, waiit fer miie to cum down n thiink tiis will bbe the last tiime fer both of us to c each other. after tml, ii promiise ii wun bother hiim aniimore, no matter wat happen, even wen iim cryiing badly agaiin. ii will forever diisappear iin hiis liife. nv bother hiim agaiin.
has. cryiing agaiin whiile typiing tiis post. dunno wat iim doiin. haiis. ii dunno tml wen ii saw hiim wat ii can saiid to hiim or how ii should react. ii was soo afraiid moii tears will drop iinfront of hiim. how to face hiim tml? how to act happii iinfront of hiim? ii realii dunno. ii jus dubb wan hiim to c moii sadness n unhappiiness.
ii feel soo sorrii to alot of ppl recently, fiirst, was alviin, coz hiis gf was here cryiing soo badly over other guy, n moii heart iishx still all hiim. he iishx realii verii understandiing wen ii tell hiim all abt hiis thiing, he diidnt get angry, but the more understandiing he iishx he more ii feel bad. miie n hiim got tog liike nv. haiis.
secondly, iishx yong weii n jj. all along they been waiiting fer miie to forget hiim. silently treatiing miie soo gud but end upp ii had been telliing them ii tog wiith alviin n ii still cant forget hiim and all along ii treatiing as best frenz. haiis. sorrii to the three of euu.
take care everyone. ii niid a rest.
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