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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

ytd at fiirst moii mood iishx verii bad, ii get to lose moii temper verii easiily to aniione, onlii wen ii get to lollipop n saw alviin n joke wiith hiim moii mood get beta. but 1 miin after he leave ii criied verii badly coz of the msg frm hiim. at fiirst ii saw hiim msg miie ii realii verii happii coz he fiinally contact miie lerrs. but ii was cryiing verii badly whiile ii readiin the msg.
after moii cry ii went iin to lollipop ii stopped moii tears, but still kept felt liike cryiing, and viivii, iirene n agsen all cum askk miie wat happen. they all tell miie not worth to cry fer hiim. but ii jus cant stop moiiself frm cryiing. moii tears jus kept droppiing down uncontrolled.
wen ii at the cab back to panjang ii am still cryiing till ii reach panjang, ii stopped a whiile wen ii was eatiing but totally got no appetite to eat at all. dden all meanwhile ii sat there n keep quiet dden kept felt liike dropping tears.
dden till ii realii buey tahan ii saiid ii wanna go off fiirst n whiile iim waiitiing fer the cab n ii realii controll moii tears till verii xiinku. ii jus dubb wanna let moiiself criied n at tat moment he reply moii msg dden ii realii break down n ii burst out to tears n ii askk yiing they all cum over to look fer miie, wen they saw miie ii jus kept cryiing n cryiing non stop, no matter wat they askk or saiid ii jus dubb wiish to ans them and keep quiet. wat ii onlii know was cry n cry non stop.
but thank fer moii two siista, yiing n xiin fer cheeriing miie upp and ii fiinally smile. but wen ii waiiting fer cab ii criied agaiin. haiis. ii dunno how manii hours ii had been cryiing ytd. haiis.
realii hurts verii verii badly.
everytiime yiing, tiing n xiin saiid ii was the one tat most xiinfu out of the the three stupid women, miie, tiing n xiin. n they will the one tat suffer most. but actually iim the one tat suffer most. coz compare the tiime tat ii know hiim n the tiime both of them get to know theiir hiim. iim much more longer. ii been thru more thiing wiith hiim, much more upp n down wiith hiim. been have more memoriies wiith n contact most wiith hiim and wen thiing happen ii thiink back more happiiness thiing n unhappiiness, ii got more memoriies dden them and iim the one tat hurts the most n criied the most. so long lerrs, how manii tiime, how manii tears ii had been shedded fer hiim? now wen ii passby alot place ii oso will thiink of the happii moment wiith hiim, heard aii haii tao tao oso thiink of hiim, saw the riing n liighter oso thiink of hiim. haiis.
now no matter continue love hiim or go put moii heart iin n love alviin oso wrong. continue to love hiim but confirm no endiing and the hurts confirm get more dde. go put moii heart iin n love alviin oso wrong coz he was now beiing wanted, kana search warrant, red listed. iif beiing caught will get max charge soo how long can we last? haiis.
wat to do? but iin moii heart ii still love hiim damn lots, realii cant giive hiim upp n put hiim down. will he bbe cumiing back? haiis
ytd the every msg n the every word he saiid realii hurt miie alot n hiis every word jus liike a thousand swords stabbed iinto the deepest part of moii heart. haiis.
the ddeepest ii love hiim, the deepest the hurts was.

please dubb leave miie alone here. ii niid euu, ii love euu.
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