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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

ytd moii mood iishx soo gud n today moii mood iishx soo down. moii mood tiis two day iishx soo biig diifferent. haiis.
ytd nv open moii shop at all dden 7 plus take cab go bugiis fusiion fiind hiim, almost get lost coz the cab driver oso dunno how to go fusiion, dden drop at bugiis junctiion there. lucky got ah tiing to guiide moii way. dden quiite happii at fusiion wiith hiim, althought jus siit there c hiim play billard dden after tat he briing miie to 269 dden siit wiith thiink iishx hiis lau dde bba. dden there once beiing lii siiao bby them coz he pass miie the driink askk miie to open moiiself whiile iim smoke plus ii leave the table verii far away. wanderiing how to open.
dden they saiid hiim, must bbe gentlemen, ladiies fiirst, must help hiis gf open the driink. dden at tat moment ii real paiiseh lorrs. moii face iishx all red n iishx hot hot dde.
dden after tat he goiin paya lebar wiith them dden ii go biig biird fiind tiing they all, dden he call he saiid. "sorrii lehhs, pang sen euu"
miie : nvm larrs, used to iit liiao.
dden forget wat he saiid liiao.
dden before he hangiing upp the fone he saiid.
wen u becum moii gf, how cum ii dunno?
miie : erm. eh. ii oso dunno lehhs.
hiim : k larrs. lata wen euu free euu call miie lorrs.
after hangiing the call, ii was jus liike a iidiiot lorrs. kept smiliing whiile iim walkiing over to biig biird. at cab on the way to lollipop, at lollipop n at yiing house downstair oso, will suddenly kept smiliing to moiiself dde.
ytd we msg wiith each other fer a verii long tiime lorrs. iit's been a verii long tiime we diidnt msg so long wiith each other lerrs.
iim real happii. last msg he saiid dubb niid call n msg hiim lerrs, coz he now goiin back home slp lerrs, tml he wake upp will call miie. tc.
waiited n waiited until today morniing 9 plus dden go slp dden still kept wake upp to check on moii fone. waited all the way until now, no call or sms frm hiim, call hiim once at hiis liine dde num and iit's switch on, dden call the prepaid liine but nv ans, soo worry. msg hiim no reply. dden after awhile call the liine num agaiin, switched on but no ans. soo worry, soo sad lorrs. haiis. at lollipop they siingiing aii yii ge ren hao nan, ii liisten till ii almost criied. thiink of hiim. dden after work n fiiniish our supper dden take cab send iirene they all back fiirst jus niice they will liiviing at the same road, same block n jus hiis house upstaiir. he 9 n iirene 10.
wen reach hiis house downstaiir suddenly thiink of the past, everytiime meet hiim at hiis house downstaiir or go home tog after work wiith hiim. dden after go orchard fetch yiing they all. dden the cab walk past mastafa. make miie thiink of the tiime n the everythiing wiith hiim at mastafa tat niite. realii feel liike cryiing soo much. but kept controlliing.
onlii untill yiing they all get upp the cab not long, moii tears fiinally shedded. especiially the tiimes wen we all open the wiindow moii tears shedded most badly. realii criied soo badly.
haiis. why always giive miie soo short of happiiness dden briing miie back to the sadness agaiin?
and the sadness iishx soo long lorrs. haiis.
fiirst tiime, nv saw hiim n nv heard hiis voiice at all. last tiime quarrel soo badly till nv talk at lease still can c hiim at workplace, until he switch to niite shiift at lease still can heard hiis voiice although iit's always jus a verii short tiime but at lease beta dden nothiing.
today totally nv saw hiim, nv heard hiis voiice, nv even receiive hiis msg. haiis. saiid wat wake upp call miie end up oso dubb haf. left wiith onlii endless waiitiing n diisappoiintment agaiin. haiis. iim soo xiinku liiviing iin paiin everyday liike tiis.
been kept thiinkiing tat he will onlii briing those giirl tat stand places iin hiis heart to 269 bba. but haiis. should wake upp frm dream liiao lorrs. oso dunno how much giirl he briing over liiao bba. even yiing n huii fen oso go before wiith hiim lorrs. haiis.

don't euu know how much ii miiss euu?
dont't euu know how much ii hope to receiive ur's call or jus even a siingle msg?
ii realii love, enjoy n feel happii fer the every moment wiith euu ytd soo much.
could we bbe always liike tat?
ii wanna gonex crazy liiao larrs.
tiis feeliing sux soo much.
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