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Monday, July 30, 2007

bbeen wiith alviin fer the past few day,
realii enjoyed the every moment wiith hiim
ii realii do treasure iit alots,
and realii feel happii bbeiing wiith hiim.
today was hiis biirthday
and diid spend a few hours wiith hiim.

dear,
sorrii ii diidnt wan to bluff euu
and ii wun want to deny,
at tat moment
iim realii thiinkiing of hiim.
manii tiime ii tot ii had alreadii put hiim down,
but actually all along ii diidnt,
ii still love hiim.
but please trust n believe miie,
although ii still love hiim,
but ii diid love euu too.
but ii hope euu would understand,
iit's alreadii almost 8 month lerrs,
bbeen thru too much wiith hiim,
too much memoriies,
too much thiing happened,
and there's too manii thiing surrounded miie
always remiind miie of hiim.
iit's realii not easy to put hiim down
or maybb moii heart iishx unwilliing to put hiim down.
watever iit iishx.
fer the tiime bbeiing dubb push miie away agaiin,
dubb askk miie to go back,
ii dunno was iit realii as euu saiid,
euu can feel tat he still love miie,
still cant put miie down,
but sumtiime wen sumthiing iishx gonex
iit's verii hard to go back lerrs,
and iin tiis 8 month tiime,
realii too much happen between us,
iit's soo complicated to explaiin
and no1 will realii understand,
sumtiime there's sumthiing even ii oso dubb understand.
always fer miie n hiim,
iit's always too late or too early.
but no matter wat ii will stay bby urside till the day euu go back,
and after tat ii will face back the problem between miie n hiim,
dubb worry,
iif both of miie n hiim realii still love each other,
realii cant put each other down
and we are realii meant to bbe tog,
no matter wat we will still get tog.
iim realii sorrii,
ii triied to love euu wholeheartly,
but ii realii failed to do so,
there always still hiim iin between.
maybb iit's realii take tiime.
iim sorrii iif ii realii cause euu sad
or get hurt over tiis matter,
ii know iit realii too unfaiir to euu,
iim sorrii.
but ii realii diid love euu,
although iit's not as ddeep as hiim,
but the love ii have fer euu iishx oso verii ddeep.
as ii told euu jus now,
iin moii heart,
no1 could ever replace ur's place
n as the same
no1 could ever replace hiis place.
plus ii wun wan to fiind aniione to replace aniione places.
euu are always euu
n he will always bbe hiim.
cant bbe replace.
n lastly,
happii 21st biirthday dear!!
although iim real tiired fer today,
but ii realii hope to accompany euu.
ii know euu dubb miind,
euu dubb matter
but ii realii miind and realii matter
coz ii realii do care n love euu.
hope fer tiis few day,
euu realii enjoyed n feel happii fer the every moment wiith miie.
hope frm now till the the day we go back to surrender,
everyday we will oso pass iit happily,
pass iit wiith joys n laughter.
ii realii miiz euu.
realii love euu.
realii !!!

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