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Monday, July 02, 2007

everythiing seem to gonex smooth between miie n alviin. he told miie alot of hiis feeliing ytd niite. and told miie jus wan miie to bbe wiith hiim fer tiis month. haiis. he even told miie he wiish miie n xiiangho can get tog. wiish us all the best.
erm. iishx tiis still possiible? realii dunno. realii feel soo diifferent, realii not used to iit. haiis. seem liike the whole world onlii miie lefted over. ii seem liike all alone. haiis. till tiis miin, ii still cant put hiim down at all, not even abit. the love fer hiim still there, still missiing hiim alot now. haiis.
feel soo lost, realii dunno wat to do? been cryiing fer all those day. haiis. everyday wake upp heart still ache, still bleediing, tears still drop, sadness still surroundiing miie. haiis.
tml goiin down to take moii pay, c we got fate to meet a not lorrs. dden askked yiing along to go shopping, dden niite goiin back to lollipop to work lerrs.
liife seem to still go on the same, but days wiithout hiim seem liike sumthiing iishx miissiing, seem liike soo iimperfect.
ii hope tml moii mood will get beta coz iim afraiid iif moii mood iishx soo bad, ii will driink alot and iif ii driink alot ii confirm ii will sure cry verii badly dde.

sorrii, been kept typiing iin chiinese. coz got alot of thiing ii wanted type iin chiinese coz he dunno how to read mahhs.

思念的折磨,
让我的心不停的痛,
眼泪还是不停的掉下。
虽然我的生活还是跟平常一样的过下去,
可是在没有他的日子里,
我的生命仿拂好像少了一些东西,
好像一点也不完整。
承偌过要放弃,
但是我一点也做不到,
越想忘记他,
越忘不了,
越想忘记他,
我的心就越痛。

一只以来,
明知道爱上他是一个错,
可是却偏偏选择继续错下去,
不顾一切的爱下去。
千百次想要把他忘掉,
却始终一次都做不到。

只有他,
能为我黑暗的世界,
点燃一丝的光芒。
只有他,
才能让我露出我最真挚的笑容。

在某一个角落,
有个我每天为了已过去的爱情
而心痛掉泪,
每天真心祈祷,
期望和等待爱情回来的那一天。
好希望如果这段爱情真有回来的一天,
那将是我的真爱,
我的幸福,
我的一辈子,
我也会成为他的真爱,
他的幸福,
他的唯一,
我的一辈子,
从此不要再分开。

真的有可能发生吗?
我的祈祷上天真的听得到吗?
我的愿望真的会实现吗?

That's When I Y0u
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