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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

haiis.
ytd niite,
stressed moiiself upp agaiin too much,
too much thiing on moii miind,
onlii till 6am dden can get to slp.
slp fer one hours plus wake upp prepare to go fer alviin court.
wen the tiime ii wake upp iishx quiite late lerrs.
rush out n take cab over lorrs.
but end upp wen ii reach dden found out he diidnt turned out fer hiis court
n found out fer the whole niite he was wiith aii kiim.
haiis.
k.
fine.
ii diidnt saiid aniithiing,
jus feel verii uneasy.
waited fer hiim till 11 plus,
dden send sharon down to work
and ii headed home.
verii tiired.
but onlii get to slp around 3 plus
wen ii reached home at 11 plus.

7 plus ah boon fiinally called miie,
ii askk hiim where he n alviin go ytd niite.
he saiid he went home at around 12 plus.
dden ii askk hiim dden who he wiith fer the whole niite.
he told miie tat he dunno.
dden ii saiid ii know he whole niite wiith aii kiim but still got wiith who mahhs.
dden he fiinally tell miie everythiing.
he saiid alviin overslept tiis morniing,
dden aii kiim nvr wake hiim upp,
coz she tot hiis court iishx 4.30.

haiis.
ii dunno wat to saiid lorrs.
tiis morniing,
not eluff slp oso went down to hiis court
end upp cant find hiim.
ii alreadii verii tiired, verii headache, verii fan liiao,
still must console sharon abt shafik n her dde thiing
n comfort her fer alviin bail thiing,
dden still niid busy lookiing fer alviin,
plus verii worry abt hiim,
scare aniithiing happen to hiim,
dden still must stop moiiself frm thiinkiing abt aii kiim thiing.
dden end upp wat siia?
let miie found out they not jus whole day two person tog alone onlii,
still go other ppl house slp.

all along ii know alviin still love her,
everythiing ii jus treat as ii dubb know,
keep quiiet.
ii dubb wanna hurt both of them,
dubb wan them coz of aniithiing abt miie unhappii.
but now currently miie n alviin still haven break off yet lorrs,
shouldnt them at lease shown miie the basiic respect?
respect ii still iin the name of alviin's gf.
overall ii'm oso a giirl lehhs,
oso will jealous dde,
oso will feel uneasy dde lehhs.

ytd actually ii thiink alot,
all meanwhiile ii kept leave the deciisiion fer alviin to deciide,
but till now still no ans.
ii thiink of endiing tiis relatiionshiip liiao,
after we break off,
he n aii kiim wan patch or wat upp to them to deciide,
but at lease wiithout miie,
they will bbe beta,
none of them will get hurt.
but sumhow,
still do feel verii unbearable,
as we had bbeen tog fer 1 mth lerrs mahhs.
haiis.
ii realii dunno wat to do iin tiis relatiionshiip lerrs.
diisappoiinted tat alviin will diisappoint miie iin tiis way.

ii thiink we should break off lerrs.
waiit he contact miie ii will tell hiim,
ii realii verii tiired lerrs.
ii dubb wanna tangle iin tiis triiangle aniimore,
dubb wanna always iindiirectly hurtiing aii kiim
n seem liike tryiing to fiight aniithiing wiith her.
dubb ever wan to c her agaiin or talk to her agaiin,
not iin liife.
let miie n alviin remaiin as frenz,
hiis court ii thiink ii will still goiin as a frenz.
take care.

as fer miie now,
after tiis relatiionshiip,
not goiin back to aniione or go to a new guy.
sumtiime wen thiing are gonex,
iishx hard to go back lerrs.
still rem once alviin told miie iif iishx tiime fer miie to go back to xiiangho dden go back,
but wen iishx the riight tiime to go back?
or should ii askk iishx ther still chance to go back.
wat he told miie tat tiime,
had nvr forget.
0% lerrs!
miie n hiim iishx alreadii hiistory lerrs,
there's no correct tiimiing fer miie to go back aniimore coz there no more chance.
as fer a new guy.
forget iit bba.
worked out iin the startiing of a relatiionshiip verii hard dde,
must understand each other,
dden must work out to stable the relatiionshiip,
tiis n tat,
soo manii thiing,
suan lerrs bba.
hahas.
soo tiriing.

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