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Sunday, July 08, 2007

within a day, moii life was full wiith tears, laughter, happiness, sadness. so mani thing happen, went to lollipop n work, feel so tired, so boring.
den albert call asking miie go over to help, coz short of waitress. after moii dinner, find a excuse n went over to 8teen. ii smile wen ii work there, ii find iit more confortable n enjoyable workiing at studio 8teen.
drink till so high. den stay back till 6 plus with albert. chiit chatting. dden back to panjang & meet ying fer breakfast, went to mac.
dden alvin ex gf called, askking miie weather am ii goiin down to alviin court. ii told her no due to sumthiing on. dden we quarrel over the fone, ii was soo angry. ii dunno why moii tears jus scroll down moii cheek suddenly. OMG! ii criied, why am ii cryiing? coz iim too angry or ii realii miiz hiim n worry abt hiim?
ii realii hope to c hiim, but other dden ii got sumthiing on, iim afraiid tat ii saw hiim iin the court, dden realii sentence bby tat day, wat should ii do? iim afraiid ii will cry. but ii know he wouldnt wan to c miie cryiing. he wouldnt wan to c miie sad.

iif iim gotta saiid he get caught ii got no much feeling, saiid ii wun worry, wun miiz miie, wun wan to c hiim iishx all a liie to moiiself n other larrs.
yup, although until now, ii still cant put hiim down, ii still love hiim. but iif sumone gotta askk miie do ii love alviin, iif ii replies no, the ans will sure bbe jus a liie.
iif ii dubb love hiim at all, ii wun bbe wiith hiim at all. thiis few day, realii iin a bad mood, realii miiz hiim alot, realii verii worry fer hiim, almost everyniite oso driink till verii hiigh.
wen today, he told miie he beaten sumone upp at bugiis, dunno why, ii feel realii scare. iim realii soo afraiid tat aniithiing will happen to hiim, tiis kiind of feeliing had nv cum to miie before dde. the two ppls ii love now, alviin n xiiangho.
alviin alreadii beiing caught lerrs, ii dubb hope aniithiing will happen to hiim oso. tiis kiind of feeliing ii realii dunno how to descriipt, verii helpless, verii scare.

feel real angry, feel alviin ex look more liike alviin gf dden ii do. she speak louder dden miie, she know hiim more well dden miie, she ever get to know hiis mum n siista all tiis, wen alvin iin trouble she seem to bbe more worry dden ii do. maybb she still love alvin? haiis. iif tat soo hope alviin n her can get back tog bba coz ii know iin alvin heart there still her. he still love her more dden he love miie. jus liike ii love hiim more dden alvin.

after hiis court, dden waiit sharon they all cum down bill hiim alreadii too late lerrs, after the tiime, soo must wait till monday, haiis. iim goiin on monday fer sure but ii jus realii dubb wiish to c hiis ex. lata alviin cum out lerrs, dden wiith miie n hiis ex. oso dunno how ii should react lorrs. plus ii realii diisliike hiis ex alot. aiiyo. jus dubb liike tiis kiind of feeliing larrs.

after tat, went down to look fer hiim n ah kiiat, verii happii, but diidnt realii talk to hiim, coz bby tat tiime ii alreadii verii tiired n feel verii unwell lerrs. after awhile dden go back home lerrs.
ii realii oso miiz hiim alot recently. but recently, the relatiionshiip wiith hiim realii not tat gud lerrs. jealousy iishx goiin to driive miie to death liiao, coz recently he always went out n meet giirls, feel soo angry n soo jealous. seem liike he had alreadii forgotten there still miie tiis darliing liiao siia.
wen the moment ii saw hiim, moii feeliing soo complicated. jealous, angry, sad, happii. haiis. all along, ii had nv put hiim down at all, ii still love hiim as much as the past. ii had nv forgotten hiim at all, not even jus one sec.

看到你的那一刻，
才发现
原来我是那么的爱你，
从来就没有放下过你，
没有把你忘掉。


感觉一点都不像他的女朋友，
感觉好失败哦！
她好像比我还像他的女朋友。
好想念他，
好担心他。

是否应该帮他们重新在回一起？
他们好像比较适合对方。
我知道他还爱她，
心里还有他，
她好像也还爱着他。
haiis. . . .
That's When I Y0u
8:55 AM