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Saturday, July 28, 2007

ytd iin the fiirst place moii mood iishx damn bad.
wen ii went to work,
ii triied nt to thiink soo much,
but shafiik cause moii mood to gonex worst.
sumhow ii realii couldnt accept the way tat shafiik do thiing,
he askk miie to go n tell ah boon tat ii wanna meet alviin out,
and wen alviin iishx out to meet miie,
he n hiis frenz will go forward to catch alviin.
yup,
iishx truth at tat moment ii still verii disappoiint and angry wiith alviin,
thiinkiing of breakiing upp wiith hiim
but afterall we are still iin the relatiionshiip,
even iif dubb saiid tat he iishx moii bf,
even jus a person tat ii realii regard hiim as moii frenz,
ii oso wun do such kiind of thiing.

alviin came over to moii pub to look fer miie after work,
we talk alot of thiing out,
coz of aii kiim kept calliing miie,
and alviin told miie now he alreadii had no feeliing wiith her,
the one he love iishx miie,
he onlii wanna accompany miie more.
ii shedded tears fer hiim ytd,
and he shedded tears fer miie too.
ii was shocked seeiing hiim criied.
always was hiim the one who askk miie iishx iit worth fer miie to love hiim
and giive iin.
but ytd iim the one to askk hiim.
ii saiid at lease aii kiim iishx loviing hiim wholeheartly now,
but all along ii had nvr loved hiim wholeheartly,
ii had nvr put xiiangho down before,
and the one ii loved the most still xiiangho,
iishx iit realii worth to love miie but not aii kiim?
he told miie,
all along he know tiis verii clearly,
but he dubb miind at all.
always sayiing miie silly n stupid,
but iisn't hiim oso the same,
doiin the same thiing as miie?
bbeen wanderiing,
iif one day he saw miie cryiing fer xiiangho,
thiink thiing will bbe diifferent lerrs bba.
hiis thiinkiing will changed lerrs bba.
ii even askked hiim,
why love miie but not aii kiim?
as they had realii gonex thru alot tog,
he told miie,
ii can toralate the everythiing tat happened recently to hiim n aii kiim,
but can aii kiim toralate?
ytd,
the everythiing we saiid n react realii verii dramatiic lorrs.
was realii liike a show.
hahas.
dden as fer today,
met hiim around 7 plus dden accompany hiim back to bedok to meet hiis siis n mum.
both hiis siis n mum oso treated miie quiite gud,
verii friiendly oso.
hopefully,
glad tat we could spend our's one month tog.
he saiid after hiis biirthday he would turned hiimself iin,
hope 3 days lata he would realii enjoy hiis biirthday.
we had alreadii ddeciided everythiing we would waiit till he cum out dden say.

xiiangho called miie jus now,
knowiing tat he was siick badly
and ii still out of moii control n concern abt hiim alots.
kept askkiing hiim to rest at home tml,
go n c doc,
not to go work fer tml.
heardiing tat he miight gettiing iin,
ii realii hope he would bbe fiine,
ii dubb wan to c hiim iin anii trouble.
ii know alviin will have to go iin fer sure,
ii dubb wiish tat he go iin oso.
dubb wiish the both of them tat ii love all go iin.
haiis.

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