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Thursday, July 19, 2007

ytd went over to tiong at around 9 plus to meet moii alvin n ah boon.
been tog wiith them fer two days lerrs.
realii verii happii wiith hiim.
enjoyed every moment wiith hiim.
but dunno why,
ytd suddenly ii got lotsa of thiing iin moii miind,
thiink back all of the past.
included eddy n xiiangho.
n oso thiing between miie n alviin.
ii shocked tat,
wen ii thiinkiing of all the past,
alviin came n askked miie,
wat am ii thiinkiing abt?
thiinkiing abt the past huh?
even ii deny,
but he jus seem liike seeiing thru moii heart n moii miind.
today was hiis court day,
wake upp verii early fer hiis court,
hopefully,
iit's beiing postponed.
but straight after the court,
he was being bring back to tanglin bby hiis io.
fer takiing statement.
as fer miie,
went over to tiong wiith ah boon they all,
had moii lunch over there.
slack awhile at there.
dden he called,
askk miie out fer a moviie at ps.
he wanted to watch transformer,
but the show started at 3.40pm,
and by the time we reached iishx onlii 1 plus.
dden peii hiim go archard play game.
verii funnii lorrs,
he was liike feel losiing lorrs.
and today,
he told miie sumthiing,
tat make miie laugh non stop lorrs.
he saiid he know how to play piano.
still know how to play huang hun.
dden ii askk hiim,
hiis huang hun iishx tat kiind of can play till all the glasses break dde arx?
after the show,
wen we on our's way walkiing out of ps.
he showed miie a msg,
iishx a msg frm a giirl.
sayiing tat she dunno why he always happii happii dden call or msg hiim,
arbo nv even wan to piick upp her call or reply her msg.
ii dunno why he wanna show miie tat,
but ii oso dunno why ii will poped out a sentence liike tiis.
" aiiyo, treat giirl beta larrs. dubb always liike tat "
perhaps tiis was oso wat ii had gone thru iin the past.
but ii can actually consiider as the most lucky wan bba.
coz most of the tiime ii called or msg hiim he oso got ans or reply,
dden sumtiime he bo liiao still will call miie to argue
or
jus to wake miie upp.
hahas.
after tat went down to geylang wiith hiim to look fer ah kiat.
almost whole day wiith hiim.
today realii enjoyed moiiself wiith hiim.
everythiing n every moment today,
was moii biiggest wiish iin the past.
wiithiin tiis one month plus tiimes,
thiink today was the day he treated miie most gud bba.

ii called yiing,
ii told her,
ii verii fan lorrs.
haiis.
last tiime dubb wanna grant moii wiish,
onlii until ii wiith other lerrs,
dden moii wiish iin the past granted one bby one.
last tiime iim soo regret,
try moii best to mend back everythiing,
but he jus seem to fuck care abt miie.
dden kept pushiing miie away,
askk miie go fiind new wan.
haiis.
dden suddenly today treated miie soo gud.
iif nvr meet hiim today,
ii would had tot tat ii had totally forgotten hiim,
but wen today wiith hiim,
the feeliing wiith hiim iishx still the same.
still haven forget hiim at all lorrs.
dden yiing saiid.
" dubb wan alvin larrs, wan mummii larrs. "
ii was diiao.
talk to her will vomiit blood dde siia.
dden ii tell her lorrs.
ii dubb thiink miie n hiim still possiible,
iif realii still possiible,
long tiime ago alreadii tog lerrs.
maybb today he treat miie gud,
jus as a normal frenz dde gud bba.
maybb now he oso got new gf or got sumone he love dde liiao lehhs.
plus once he saiid before dde.
siince the day miie wiith alviin,
even iif ii break wiith alvin lerrs,
how gud ii treat hiim
or how much ii love hiim
we oso wun ever bbe tog lerrs.
ii nvr hold anii hope tat we will bbe tog lerrs.

both of the one ii love,
both oso treated miie soo gud.
haiis.
wat should ii do.

am ii gettiing beta iin tiis kiind of liifestyle?
am ii realii liviing happiily now?
iif tat soo,
why am moii smile still look soo fake?
why am ii still stayiing iin the memoriies of the past?
afterall,
ii had nv moved on before.

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