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Thursday, August 09, 2007

hopefully,
today darliing go report.
and he iishx fiine frm the case.
fiinally realii fang xiin lerrs
today before he go report,
he logged iin msn
and he cum tell miie
he goiin report dden askk miie take care.
saiid till liike he realii wun cum out liike tat.
dden wen ii wanted to reply hiim.
he logged out lerrs.
dden ii called hiim,
before we hang upp,
he askked miie who ii love more.
ii realii dunno wat he thiinkiing
dunno wat he wan.
haiis.
iishx the ans realii still tat iimp to hiim now?
haiis.
ii nvr want to bluff aniione,
the ans to tat questiion
iishx still hiim.
till now the love ii love more iishx still hiim.
perhaps tiis ans will realii hurt alviin,
but ii thiink iif ii liie to hiim,
iit's will bbe more hurt bba.
sorrii.
realii sorrii.
ii realii still love hiim.
no matter how manii tiimes others goiin to askk miie,
now who ii love the most.
ii will ans will always bbe xiiangho.
iit's was moii fiirst tiime,
tat ii had alreadii get iinto a new relatiionshiip soo long lerrs,
yet moii heart still loviing the previious one soo much,
still miisses hiim alot everyday.
cant put hiim down at all.
still live iin the memoriies we both shared.
althought ii kept sayiing ii hope
he faster go iin
dden no ppls gotta make miie angry agaiin.
but before he go report,
ii everyday oso help hiim pray hard.
tiis morniing cant slp at all,
until he told he iishx fiine frm the case,
dden ii could realii get to slp.
at fiirst he saiid
wanna go watch miidniight show toniite,
but dunno why he diidnt call miie.
dunno why ii oso diidnt dare to call hiim,
ii dunno wat iim afraiid of.
haiis.
perhaps iim afraiid to heard hiim wiith other giirl.

until now,
whenever ii thiink of the memoriies with hiim,
ii will still smile to moiiself liike a crazy giirl,
thiink of the hurts moii heart will still aches.
ii dunno wat iishx soo speciial abt hiim,
tat could make hiim soo unforgetable to miie.
no matter wat ii do,
how ii triied,
moii heart still wiith hiim.
sumtiimes realii feel tat seem liike
iim still iinsiide hiis heart,
but sumtiimes seem liike
ii alreadii nobody to hiim.
all along,
ii realii hope to know
who iishx realii iinsiide hiis heart.
but he always tend to hiide hiis feeliing,
always liike to sumtiimes let miie
tot tat he still love miie,
and sumtiime let miie thiink tat he alreadii dubb love miie lerrs.
ii had nvr get an ans before.

如果你不再爱我，
又何苦让结局一拖再拖？
我已经失去了方向，
只在等你的一个答案，
一个可能让我找到方向
或可能让我心死的答案，
是一个我等了好久好久的答案。
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