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Thursday, August 02, 2007

jus taken off moii blogspot url frm moii friendster.
dubb wiish ppls tat ii dunno to viiew tiis blog of miine.
jus wan tiis blog bbe a place
where ii could wriite down all moii feeliing.
after goiin thru soo much upp n down
frm all those thiing tat happened recently,
fiinally realiise wen iim real down n unhappii,
actually nt wanted to driink
n get moiiself drunk,
or askk frenz out to accompany n liisten to miie,
all ii wan iishx feel liike wriitiing everythiing out here.

k.
let back to talk abt wat happened today.
5 plus alviin called miie,
n 7 plus went down to geylang hotel to look fer hiim.
accompany hiim all the way till 1 plus,
dden aii kiim came upp,
the fiirst thiing tat she diid to make miie angry
was tat she kiick the door.
and tat tiime ii was eatiing,
and she was jus behiide miie talkiing on the fone.
ii triied to toralate iin the fiirst place,
but the thiing she saiid,
make miie gonex real angry,
ii nvr fiiniish moii food,
ii packed iit upp and throw iit away.
dden ii get upp
n went to touch upp wiith moii make upp,
comb moii haiir,
pack moii stuff
dden ii called xiiangho upp,
dden he saiid he cant meet miie so early,
dden ii siit down awhile lorrs,
but realii cant stand iit,
ii stand upp and jus walk out.
went down to 7 eleven to get a driink.
dden siit at lor 18 there dde coffee shop,
dden ii saw xiiangho.
dden go siit wiith them lorrs.
after awhiile ii went back,
jus to tell alviin iim goiin back home,
wen the lift door opened ii saw her.
she iishx leaviing.
dden ii went iin,
alviin told miie they quarrel
coz wen ii leave he wanted run out to look fer miie.
but she dubb let hiim go.
dden start the quarrel.
after awhiile actually ii planned to go down to look fer xiiangho agaiin lerrs.
dden sumone press the doorbell,
she came back.
dden ii go lorrs.
iin liift dden xiiangho msg miie saiid he got thiing to do.
dden ii straiight go take cab wanted to go home lerrs.
dden almost reachiing hiighway,
alviin called saiid he dubb wanna stay there,
wanted to leave lerrs.
dden ii u turn go back meet hiim lorrs.
talk fer awhiile,
ii askk hiim to go back,
and ii went back home.
ii realii verii angry wiith her lorrs.
haiis.
too overboard lerrs bba.

dden today meet xiiangho,
happii.
feel liike verii long nvr c hiim liike tat.
he still the old pattern nvr change dde.
always soo yellow miinded.
hahas.
stupiid hiim.
but dunno why,
whenever he got msg,
ii will thiink iishx iit giirl msg hiim lerrs.
dden will suddenly verii jealous lorrs.
haiis.
crazy liiao larrs miie.
dunno wat iim thiinkiing.

jus now sharon msg miie,
telliing miie tat she jus received a letter frm sub court,
askkiing her to attend court on 21st of september.
ii lied to her,
ii saiid siince alviin's court day till now,
alviin nvr contact miie at all,
ii dunno where he iishx.
haiis.
ii realii feel bad
and sorrii to her lorrs.
tat tiime ii oso one of iit tat askk her to go n baiil alviin.
but now alviin runaway frm court agaiin,
dden cause her either will get fiine or go iin.
and yet ii know alviin at where
ii still bluff her.
haiis.
but ii realii dunno wat to do.
alviin was moii bf lehhs,
iimpossiible to askk miie to betray hiim dde lorrs.
but other siide iindiirectly causiing sharon iinto trouble.
haiis.
ii realii feel guiilty lorrs.
dunno wat to do lorrs.

haiis.
realii tiired lerrs.
wanna go slp lerrs.
post agaiin tml bba.

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