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Saturday, August 11, 2007

today not iin a gud mood,
dunno why,
iishx iit coz iim siick?
haiis.
kept thiinkiing of hiim fer today,
the memoriies kept flashiing iin moii miind.
ytd morning till now,
he nvr call miie or sms miie at all.
haiis.
ii tot ii used to iit lerrs,
but why am ii still feeliing soo bad now?
realii miiz hiim alot.
haiis.
feel soo lost fer today,
hope to have hiim bby moiisiide now.
haiis.
ii realii hate moiiself soo much,
iim the one choose to leave hiim,
choose to bbe wiith alviin,
and yet ii cant forget hiim.
dden cause hurt to so manii ppls
at tiimes,
iim thiinkiing,
iif iin the fiirst place
ii nvr choose to bbe wiith alviin,
maybb now he alreadii go back to aii kiim.
they will tog happiily.
aii kiim wun bbe hurt bby alviin,
and alviin wun bbe hurt bby miie.
am ii wrong?
everythiing seem to go verii wrong
iin tiis one month plus tiimes.
sumtiimes,
ii wanderiing,
am ii realii tat happii
iin tiis periiod of tiime?
ya,
alviin diid briing miie joys n laughter,
but sumtiimes
a small thiing he diid
or a single word he saiid
could take away moii joys n laughter
tat alviin brough to miie iin sec.
and wen iim feeliing bad,
alviin miight niid to used lots of tiime
to cheer miie upp
but jus a fone call frm hiim
could make miie smile.

tiis relatiionshiip iishx too complicated.
iinvoled too manii ppls
aii kiim love alviin
yet alviin choosen miie
through ii choosen alvin too,
but the one ii love most iishx hiim.
& as fer hiim
ii realii dunno wat he thiinkiing,
how he feel
and who he given hiis love to.

as tiimes passerby,
ii realised
ii cant hiide moii love fer hiim aniimore,
iit's gettiing more n more diifficult fer miie to do so.
ii wanted to know who he realii love more n more.
haiis.

ytd chat on the fone wiith tiing,
she askked miie a questiion,
but ii realii dunno how to ans her.
she askk miie,
iif now he jiio miie,
will ii break wiith alviin and go to hiim?
and ii jus told her,
iit's iimpossiible fer hiim to jiio miie dde.
ii nvr told her the ans.
coz iif realii tiis happened,
ii realii dunno wat to do.
ii thiink ii will realii gonex crazy bba.
haiis.

wen ii told tiing,
all along,
alviin know the one ii love most iishx hiim,
and wen ii feeliing bad over hiim,
ii oso diid tell alviin.
but alviin diidnt miind at all,
yet he will still console miie
and cheer miie upp.
she saiid he realii verii gud,
verii understandiing.
ii know,
he iishx gud.
but the more understandiing he iishx
he more ii feel gulity,
sorrii to hiim.
haiis.
ii can onlii saiid iim sorrii.
ii realii verii wrong fer tiis tiime.
sorrii.
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