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Monday, October 29, 2007

our's 4 month had jus passed .
although we diidnt celebrate ,
but we will tog on tat day ,
and iit's alreadii eluff fer both of us .
both of us ,
nvr expected our's relationshiip could go tiis far .
frm both haviing sumone iin miind
till we get tog
n till now we are soo deeply iin love .
the everythiing tat happened
iishx all out of our's expectation .

iin our's heart ,
the places of each other
iishx gettiing more n more iimp ,
the love fer each other
iishx getting deeper n deeper .
now ,
we cant afford to lost each other ,
n we are the everythiing of each other .
feel soo blessed to have hiim bby moiisiide .

but sadly ,
although our's love was soo strong n deep now ,
but quarrel n arguement iishx gettiing more too .
maybb becoz now tat we are soo iimp to each other
and we care more fer each other ,
tat y ,
quarrel n arguement get more .

haiis .
today i'm soo angry n sad ,
ytd sharon ex came down to moii pub wiith one of moii regular customer ,
dden at the end of day ,
he wan moii number ,
ii diidnt feel liike giiviing ,
soo ii pushed to moii operation manager kelviin
whiich sumone ii called as darliing
iin order to help miie to chase sum iirritatiing guy away ,
but end upp kelviin askk miie to giive hiim .
no choiice but to gave ,
dden straiight after a few msg ,
he wanted to jiio miie ,
and ii told hiim tat iim attached .
soo ii diid told alviin abt tiis ,
but end upp he reply wiith attitude ,
and told miie next tiime dubb tell hiim aniithiing .
and ii replied iin a verii attitude way too
n told hiim next tiime watever thiing abt miie
ii oso wun tell hiim aniimore
iif not iit will end upp to bbe moii fault agaiin .
n end upp he jus cum wiith a reply liike
watever ,
as long as iim happii .
and ii diidnt reply aniimore .
haiis .
ii miight get too haste iin words ,
but am ii iin the fault ?
wat diid ii done wrong ?
or was iit tat moii honesty too much ?
haiis .
iin tiis matter ,
ii will jus sorrii fer the haste word tat ii had saiid
but not fer the rest ,
coz ii iinsiisted iim not wrong .
erm ,
but thiink back ,
iishx he the one iin the fault ?
ii realii dunno .
haiis .
now iim soo complicated
and so sad .
he diidnt contact miie at all after the quarrel last niite .
haiis .

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Monday, October 15, 2007

iit's been a verii long tiime tat ii diidnt updated moii blog,
was soo busy workiing fer the past few week.
had jus changed to a new pub
at kampong bahru.
named as the studiio pub.
althought the workiing day iishx soo much more dden the past
but at lease ii feel happii workiing there.
iit giive miie the feeliing as iin briingiing moiiself back to 8teen.
jus tat gettiing abiit stress upp
due to the pressure the bosses gave miie
haviing sum problems of pulliing customer over.
other dden tat,
everythiing iishx soo fiine wiith miie iin work.

let cum to moii love stuff.
cumiing 4 month wiith alviin on tiis 27 oct.
everythiing iishx goiin quiite well between us,
but recently,
get iinto more arguement n quarrel dden before.
shedded soo much tears recently.
but always he would cum n console miie,
and after tat,
we would had a peaceful talk to sort out all our's problem.
now,
he iishx soo much different frm the past,
he would thiink of miie fiirst
before doiin aniithiing.
he realii gave iin alot to miie,
but sum tiimes
ii found moiiself gettiing more n more unreasonable
maybb becoz he pampered miie too much.
iin tiis few month tiimes,
no matter wat ii diid,
he had nvr scolded miie
or shouted at miie before.
ii bet no1 iin tiis world
could ever gave miie
soo much love,
care,concern,trust,
freedom
n doted miie soo much
liike how he diid.
he gave miie the kiind of love tat
ii bet all giirl would envy.
maybb becoz both of us know
the tiime we could bbe tog
will not bbe long,
tat y we would treasure each other more.

one day,
he told miie sumthiing
and iit realii make miie feel soo compliicated,
feel soo bad yet wiith happiiness.
he told miie sumthiing liike,
he finally wait till the day ii love hiim wholeheartly,
n he saiid
he waiited tiis day to reach fer verii long lerrs.
at tat moment,
ii realii feel touch fer wat he had saiid.
he realii gave iin soo much to miie lerrs,
and he realii waiited long fer miie.
wen the day he realii gotta leave,
should bbe moii turn to waiit fer hiim lerrs bba,
ii would try to waiit fer hiim.

the memoriies we shared,
the thiing we gone thru tog
n
wat we had promiised each other,
we will nvr forget.

he will always bbe moii devil
n
i'm always hiis angel.

the angel wiish :
devil n angel can met agaiin
n the devil n angel story could bbe continue.

the devil promiise :
devil will cum back to the angel.

hope the promiise would bbe fulfilled.

and now,
let talk abt the darliing of miine,
last two weeks,
he diid call miie upp fer a few tiimes
plus one tiime msn chat.
erm.
but we end upp iinto quarrel
or showed each other attitude.
ii dunno wat happened,
maybb coz the love iishx no longer there
n now
ii cant bbe liike last tiime aniimore,
no matter wat he saiid or wan,
ii wun obey to hiim liike last tiime.
ii bet he will nvr call agaiin
n everythiing between had realii cum to the end lerrrs bba.

erm,
wat shall ii saiid ,
erm. . .
iit truth tat there once ii realii love euu verii deeply
but now ,
ii choosen to bbe wiith alviin ,
iin tiis 3 mths plus ,
he realii gave iin too much to miie
n
he realii diid alot fer miie .
wat he diid fer miie
n how much he gave iin to miie ,
ii bet iishx all euu wun n euu cant giive miie .
wen the day ,
ii get to know abt euu n wendy thiingy
iishx the day moii heart fer euu totally diied
n moii love fer euu totally gone .
siince euu alreadii had wendy ,
dden treasure her bba .

as fer miie ,
after soo manii thiing ,
ii fiinally know ,
the one ii should love wholeheartly
n realii treasure iishx sum1 tat could gave miie happiiness
n tat alviin .

~The Story Of The Devil & The Angel~
~恶魔与天使的故事~
~A NeverEndiing Love Story~
~一个永远不会结束的爱情故事~

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