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Wednesday, October 08, 2008

30th of Sep 2008
2 of my frenz passed aways ,
1 of them is once i loved very deeply ,
other 1 is once used to be my xi fu .
& they're . . .
EDDY EFFENDY
&
MERNEL KOH .
they commit suicided tog at batok ,
dubb understand why are they so silly ,
no1 know the reason ,
no1 know the truth .

everyone misses them .
everyone cried n sad 4 them .
ii miisses them too ,
especially eddy .
as everyone know ,
he's once my bf
& i loved him very deeply tat period of times .
since the moment i know tat he had already passed away ,
the memories with him for tat half yr
kept flashing in my mind everyday .
honestly speaking ,
till now ,
i still cant accept the fact .
still hoping i would received fone call
or even jus a msg frm him .
& hoping tat everything is not truth ,
it's jus a dream .

it's been on newspaper headline 4 almost 3 to 4 days ,
everyday i would brought one copies ,
lots of thing written on the newspaper
are all crap .
everyone blame n get pissed off with the reporter ,
but i'm not coz it's their job ,
they had to do so .
i onli blame n get pissed off
with those who stand out n give information to the reporter .
if they nvr do so ,
i dubb think this will be on newspaper headline 4 so many days ,
when they stand out n give information ,
they're jus giving chance the reporter to be a storyteller ,
to make up story .
n when they're still alive ,
they trust on them
& tell them thing tat they wouldnt wan others to know .
but immediatly after they passed away ,
all of them are telling the singapore what they had done before .
dubb u all think they're kinda overboard .
this are all their privacy ,
even thou they're no longer in this world ,
but we must still respect them lorrs .
i believe if eddy n mernel know what had u all done n said ,
they will sure felt very regret treating u all as best frenz
n tell u all their secrets .
i felt so sry fer them to have frenz like all of u all .

EDDY EFFENDY ,
i realii miss u so much .
sry &
hope u would understand why i couldnt attend ur funeral ,
i realii wish to go ,
but i cant .
after i give birth ,
i would find sometime to pray u n mernel de .
realii dubb understand why must u all be so silly ,
must use die to solve problem
but since u had choosen this path ,
i hope u would reali feel happi in heaven ,
rem to take care of mernel .
free come back n visit us
& let us know how had u all been in heaven .
REST IN PEACE !!!

MERNEL KOH ,
u're so young ,
why're u so silly tog with ur papa ?
but since u all choosen this path ,
i hope u all would reali be happi in heaven ,
rem must listen to papa ok ?
must take care of each other oso .
free must come back visit us with ur papa ok ?
coz we realii misses u all alot .
sry tat i cant attend both u n ur papa funeral ,
hope u all would understand .
after i give birth ,
i would find some time to pray u n ur papa dde .
REST IN PEACE .

That's When I Y0u
8:26 AM