Wednesday, May 06, 2009
I Miss You , Eddy Effendy !
ever since the day i went to pray him ,
i cant stop myself frm thinking of him .
memories with him
jus couldnt stop flashing on my mind .
went to read the posts frm oct o6
till april o7 .
i miss the times ,
i miss everything .
while reading all these posts ,
i cried .
i regret throwing the ring away
if time could ever turn back
i would nvr throw the ring away .
if time could turn back ,
i would run down to batok
& stop him .
if time could turn back ,
i would lend him my listening ears whenever he need someone to talk to .
if time could turn back ,
i hope it's would always stop at the times when he's still alive .
Only if i could turn back time ...when i was reading all these posts ,
i hope my phone would ring
& his name would appear .
i hope when i sign in to my msn
& i will c him online .
i hope he could talk to me again ,
i hope he could argue with me again
& ...
i hope i could see him once again !
eddy ,
i really hate u so much .
how can u jus left us without a word ,
leaving us alone here missing u so much
& suffering frm the fact tat u're gone forever .
u are so selfish
to leave us jus like tat .
where are u now ?
please come back to us !
we misses u so much ,
we miss the every single moment with u .
u make us all cry
whenever we think of u ...
if tat time i choose to forgive him once again & didnt break with him ,how will it be now ?
or ..if i choose to go back to him on the april o7 ,how will it be now ?
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