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Saturday, July 11, 2009

It Enough !
I'm Sick & Tired ..

I had tolerate enough !
My MIL go complaint to hubby that
i dun let her carry BabyJas .
Oh please ,
i got witness wan okay !
That day she herself didnt say she wanna carry BabyJas at all ,
she didnt even play with BabyJas
or came closest to look at BabyJas can .
Yup ,
i admit i do not wan them to touch BabyJas
but for those who know me well ,
should know if she ever say she wanna carry BabyJas
i will not be that rude to say " no , cannot " .
I will definitely let her carry
if she say she wan to .
It's not the first time already can !
There's once hubby told me ,
" You oso must respect her mahhs " .
I bet she told hubby that i nvr respect her
if not hubby wont come & tell me this .
Please ,
when did i not respecting her ?
Since hubby was not ard til now ,
i had nvr show her bad attitude
or black faces .
I had nvr raise my voice to her
or talk back .
Whatever she decide ,
i always gave in & accept
thought it always cause me inconvenient .
Whatever she do ,
i always smile & tolerate
thought sometime it really piss me off .
Whenever she say me for nothing ,
i always kept quiet
thought i felt tat she is kinda unreasonable .
Is like this still consider not respect ?
Hubby was not ard since
i'm 7mth pregnancy
& until now it already been half a year that hubby is not ard .
Thru out this half year times ,
My MIL & SIL had nvr came up to visit BabyJas before .
During my 2 days stay in hospital after delivered to BabyJas ,
they didnt pay me a visit
not even a call or msg to ask how am i
& i'm still the one calling my MIL up first after i discharged frm hospital .
They dun really care & ask abt BabyJas too ,
only once in awhile .
Since i'm pregnant
till now BabyJas is 3mth old already ,
they had nvr buy any clothing,toy etc for BabyJas before .
My MIL only once brought a can of milk powder for BabyJas ,
a box of chicken essence
& a bottle of DOM for me after i delivered .
Another time ,
she gave me 50 dollar to buy milk powder for BabyJas
& that's all .
After that ,
we never get anything frm them again .
A can of milk powder can let BabyJas drink until 1yr old ?
50 dollar very big ?
Can buy 50 can of milk powder ?
All the clothing that BabyJas wear ,
the bed , spring cot , pillow BabyJas sleep ,
the milk BabyJas drink ,
the diaper BabyJas wear ,
the shampoo , body foam , baby lotion , milk bottle , pacifer that BabyJas use
& the fee for BabyJas jab & check up
is all frm my my dad , mum , sis & brother-in-law .
My family member will the one who pay for everything
& they are oso the one who love & dote BabyJas .
I can say
even my missy sister brought more thing for BabyJas
then they do .
I do have my limit okay ?
All along ,
I kept quiet doesnt mean i'm afraid of them can ,
doesnt mean they can be more & more over .
I tolerate , give in & respect them
is becoz i dun wan hubby to caught in between .
I kept trying my very best to pleased them ,
to bulid up a better relationship between us
but no matter how hard i tried & what i done ,
they nvr satisfy
& they always jus take thing for granted .

This few day i'm feeling kinda bad mood ,
i lost my temper easily .
I really had enough of all these nonsense !
From now on ,
i will never pleased them anymore .
I do have my own stuff to do
& stress over ,
i'm not so free to always think of how to pleased them
& i oso cant pleased them forever .
I will tell hubby ,
next time dun tell me what they complaint to him ,
i dun wish to know
coz it will only spoil my mood .
Whatever they wan to complaint ,
go ahead .
If hubby will to believe
den so be it ,
i'm tiring of keep explaining abt this & that already .
I can say
i really dislike them ,
i had never regard them as my family member
& i dun even hope BabyJas to acknowledge them ( except hubby ) .
I dun care if my SIL will happen to come & view my blog
& see this or not ,
from the moment i decided to wrote this post ,
i had prepared for every outcome .

PS : Dun ask any question abt my hubby ,
question regarding my hubby will not be entertained !



I always laugh when everything's gone wrong .
I always smile when i'm in pain
& I always wear a facial expression that everything's good when i'm falling apart .
But now i finally gave up.
Dropped the fake smile.
Let tears I had held back too long,
fall.
" I can't do this anymore. "



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11:12 PM