Wednesday, September 30, 2009
This is gonna be an emo post ,
dun read it if u dun wanna get ur mood affected .Life ends, but memory lives
Eddy & Mernel ,
How had both of u been in the another world ?
Everything fine ?
Times flies ,
it's been one yr since the both of u left us .
I had already ran out of words to express how i feel
for losing the both of u forever .
Till now ,
i still cant & didnt wanted to accept this fact .
Do your know that ,
i missed both of u badly ?
I miss your ,
i really do .
Ever since the day the both of u left ,
i always think of the every moment with your .
Sometimes i hope both of your spirit will jus appear right infront of me
I has got so many to ask & to tell the both of u .
I seriously wish that the both of u are still alive in this world
& was here to chat & joke with all of us .
One yr back ,
when we receive the call frm YuanCi ,
we all tot that he was jus trying to deceive us .
I really never expect this to be real .
Both of u left a question mark in all our heart .
Until now ,
i still dun understand why .
I wish i could ask your for the ans face to face
but i'm not given a chance to do so .
Losing the both of u
was a big blow to me ,
i always hope that it's jus a dream afterall .
Now ,
memories are the only thing that's left over .
I swear ,
no matter how many years down the road ,
i will never forget the both of u
& the memories with your .
If there's really such thing as next life ,
i hope we could meet each other again in our's next life
& continue our's friendship .
But please dun repeat the same thing once again ,
i hope both of u will be my friends
& stay by myside forever in my next life .
Rest In Peace ,
My 2 Dearest Friends ;
Eddy Effendy & Mernel Koh .
红色三色堇 Red Pansy
花语 : 思念
If tears could build a stairway
& memories were a lane ,
I would walk right up to heaven
to bring you home again .
No farewell words were spoken .
No time to say good-bye .
You were gone before we knew it ,
& only god knows why .
My heart still aches in sadness
& secret tears still flow .
What it meant to lose you ,
no one will ever know .
That's When I Y0u
11:39 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Happy 6mths To Jasvin !!!- Drinking 6-7oz of milk .
- Have cereal once a day .
- Very "chu lu" .
- Can sit by her own longer .
- Love to lie down on the floor to have her cereal instead of sitting down .
- Will play & eat her feets .
- Always pull her socks out .
- Can sit up by her own when place her in the bouncer .
- When lying down & hold her leg , she can get her upper body up by her own .
- Love to kiss the floor .
- Half way thru her sleep , she will flip over & continue sleeping .
- Keep saying "mun-mun" ( not sure if she's asking for food or calling mama ) .
- Love sleeping side way in her sarong .
- When on the stomach , she can turn a big round .
- When she see us taking her milk away , she will cry .
- Every night , will carry her & use her hand to switch off the light & she will know it's sleeping time .
- Need to hold something when drinking milk if not she will get angry .
- Will get angry if stop her from flipping .
- Keep rubbing her eye when she's tired .
- Hate ppls to touch her face & head .
That's all i can remember ,
will edit if i miss out anything . A blink of eyes
& half year had passed .
Times really files ,
it seem like it's jus ytd that i had given birth to her .
Her every actions & expression
jus seem so cute in my eyes .
I'm so looking forward to see her crawl , walk
& talk .
The most important ,
i hope she grow up healthy & happily .
BabyJas ,
Mummy Love You Always !
That's When I Y0u
5:14 PM
Beloved missCONFUSE`JieYing ,
missRAIN`ZiLing & missLAME`Michelle
came up to visit BabyJas & accompany me .
BabyJas enjoyed playing with all her yiyi ,
kept screaming & laughing .
Thou we jus spend our time watching tv programme tog
but i enjoyed myself with them .
I love all of u ,
my lovely missy . Browsing thru my sms
& saw this super funny msg Beloved`missCONFUSE`JieYing sent to missCRAZY`Peiting .
One fine day ,
we was chatting over the phone
& PeiTing forward us this msg .
This is the Question & My Ans !
Q : Do you treat me as friend ?
My Ans > Yes !
Q : How close are we ? Answer me in 1%-100% .
My Ans > 100% !
Q : Why do you treat me as friend , because i am ?
My Ans : My best sister !
Q : If we wasnt friend in the first place , will you wanna be my friend ? & why ?
My Ans > Yes , coz i never wanna miss out such a nice friend like you !
Q : Have you ever regret being friend with me ?
My Ans > No regrets !
Q : What is the most unforgettable impression that i given you ?
My Ans > Always there for me when i need you !
& now this is JieYing version & reply to Peiting !
Q : Do you treat me as friend ?
Ying Ans > No .
Q : How close are we ? Answer me in 1%-100% .
Ying Ans > 0% .
Q : Why do you NOT treat me as friend , because i am >
( She editted the msg & added in the word NOT ! )
Ying Ans > Sux , Irritating .
Q : If we wasnt friend in the first place , will you wanna be my friend ? & why ?
Ying Ans > No , cause you are damn irritating .
Q : Have you ever regret being friend with me ?
Ying Ans > No , cause i'm not your friend . THANKS GOD .
Q : What is the most unforgettable impression that i given you ?
Ying Ans > IRRITATING FACE , UNBEARABLE VOICE .
End up ,
the 3 of us was laughing non-stop over this msg .
JieYing jus like to disturb Peiting so much ,
dun understand why .
But Peiting seem to be quite enjoyed being disturb by JieYing .
Lols !
After awhile ,
JieYing said she wanna go bath first ,
ask us to continue chatting
& she'll join us back after she finish bathing .
( Fyi , we're conferencing thru JieYing hp )
But not long after she went to bathe ,
me & PeiTing hang our call
& went to do our own stuff
den JieYing sent the both of us this msg .
" NO MANNERS IDIOT .
I SAY BATH FINISH COME BACK RIGHT
DENH U ALL HANG THE CALL . "
Lols !
JieYing is really very funny at times ,
always like siao siao wan
but still i love her larrs .
My forever Bloody Bitch !
Other den hubby ,
they're the ones who bring joys & laughters to me !
黄色夹竹桃 Thevetia peruviana
花语 :深刻的友情
Never shall I forget the times I spent with your ;
continue to be my friend ,
as your will always find me yours .
That's When I Y0u
2:27 AM
Friday, September 25, 2009
Mariah Carey - Angels Cry
( This aint the full version of the song , i cant found it on any website
as this album of her still haven offically launch yet )
I shouldn't have walked away,
I would've stayed,
if you said we could've made everything okay,
but we just
through the blame back and forth.
We treated love like a sport,
the final blow hit so low I'm still on the ground.
I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall.
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor.
Supernatural love conqueres.
Remember we used to touch the sky.
(Chorus)
And lightning don't strike.
The same place twice.
When you and I
Said goodbye
I felt the angels cry.
Cause true loves a gift.
But we let it drift
In the storm.
Every night
I feel the angels cry.
Come on babe can our love be revived.
Bring it back and we gon' make it right.
I'm on the edge just trying to survive.
As the angels cry.
Limitless omnipresent kind of love
Couldn't have guessed it, would just stop
And disappear, in a world where
Here I am
Walking on this narrow road.
Wobbling but won't let go.
Waiting for a glimpse of the suns glow.
I know I can stand just pull me back up.
Like there aint a hurrican its just us.
I'm willing to live and die for our love.
Baby we can get back that shine
(Repeat Chorus)
Ne-Yo - His Mistakes
Angels Cry because of His Mistakes ...
4mths plus more
or earlier &I'll have a complete family .Welcome the both of u back homein another 1-4mths times !
白色铃兰 Lilies Of The Valley花语 : 幸福即将到来Tell me that you love me & my heart will listen, wrap my in your arms so our bodies fit together perfectly, look into my eyes & you'll see my soul, tell me that you love me & never let me go.
That's When I Y0u
5:40 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
I dunno what's wrong with me ,
i had been suffering from insomnia lately .
Everyday ,
I can only get to sleep in the morning
& i got to pull myself out of the bed few hrs later for BabyJas .
So ,
recently i only slept for a few hrs everyday .
Call me a robot .
Lols !
Seem like there's so many thing on my mind
that cause me tossing & turning on my bed everynight
but seriously i dun even know what i am thinking .
Goosh !
I think i'm crazy already ,
guess sooner or later i will admit to the hospital due to overtiring .
So ,
dun be shock if one day u receive my msg saying that i'm in the hospital
& do come & visit me okay ?
Rofl !
Start feeding BabyJas cereal few days ago ,
she's a weirdo .
She dun like to sit & eat ,
she prefer lying down on the floor & eat .
She love the fruit flavoured cereal
but not the vegetable flavour .
Feeding her cereal is already very hard ,
feeding her the vegetable flavour one is even more hard .
for fruit flavour ,
i take ard an hr to feed her
but for vegetable flavour ,
i take ard 1 hr plus to 2hr to feed her .
Overall ,
i still prefer feeding her milk den cereal ,
it's much more easier .
Lols !
Sometimes she really piss me off when i feed her cereal
coz she kept wanting to snatch the spoon
or put her hand into her mouth while eating the cereal
& make her hand till so dirty .
She's getting more & more naughty
but i still love her so much .
Everyday ,
my little naughty princess nvr fail to make me smile !
迷茫中,
寻觅着,
世上另一个我 ....
That's When I Y0u
5:01 AM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
14 Sep o9 ; Monday
Brought BabyJas to kkh for her check up .
She is weighting at 7.6kg now ,
everything is fine .
She's a healthy baby !
She behaved very well ,
didnt really make much noise .
I really dun understand why ,
whenever i brought her out with mum ,
she'll behave very well
but when i brought her out alone ,
she always very cranky .
Zzz !
She just love to bully me so much ,
my naughty girl !
See how she sit inside her pram ,
so "chu lu" !
My naughty BabyJas !
Mummy & Baby !
Me !
16 Sep o9 ; Today
Very tired recently ,
always sleep until afternoon .
BabyJas woke up earlier den me today ,
but she didnt disturb me ,
she play & entertain herself .
Flip here & there on the bed
& play with the pillows .
I only realise that she had already woke up
after ard an hour .
She's such a good baby ,
knowing that mummy is sick
& let me sleep longer .
Haas !
I'm still coughing away ,
it's almost 3 weeks .
My cough kept getting better
den worst den better again .
Hell ,
When it's gonna fully recovered ?
The stupid cough syrup make me so tired
& that cause me to sleep until so late everyday .
Arrghs !!!!
Went sister house in the evening ,
BabyJas play happily with her cousin & aunt .
Did i mention that BabyJas is not afraid of my brother-in-law already ?
Yea ,
out of the sudden she willing to play with my bro-in-law
& even let him carry .
I think my bro-in-law must be very happy .
Lols !!!!
BabyJas got new stunt ,
whenever i put her on mummy room floor ,
she will flip over
& kept kissing the floor .
This action of her make the everyone of us cant stop laughing ,
she will still scream & laugh happily after kissing the floor .
Lols !
I will find a chance to take photos & video
& share with all of u .
Stay tunes yea !
My blog still seem so dead
even though i had been updating quite freqently .
No much tags ,
No much unique visitor .
There a period of time my unique visitor got at lease 1oo+ per day
but now the most only 6o+ .
Sighs !
Seem like nobody is viewing ,
make me more & more sianx on blogging .
Perhaps i will stop blogging sooner or later
if really there's nobody viewing my blog .
Sianx !!!!!
Lastly ,
thanks for all the advises !
I think i know what to do already .
Hopefully ,
my friend will stay strong after knowing all these .
I really hope it's all jus a misunderstanding ,
thing isnt like how we think .
Seriously ,
my impression for him dropped .
Last time ,
i tot he was a good bf/husband ,
he's those kind of guy who will care & love his family alot
but after reading what my friend blog abt him ,
my good impression for him dropped half .
After knowing this matter ,
another half dropped
& if thing was really as how we think
den i think he's really jerk .
Sighs !
I jus hope he would treasure what he have now ,
a very good wife
& a upon arrival son .
He can have a very blissful & warm family ,
hope he dun spoil everything .
风雨花 Zephyranthes grandiflora
花语 : 勇敢和坚强地面对自己的挫折和困难" Girl ,i hope no matter what happen ,u would stay strong for ur baby boy & urself ! "
The shock I get,
from the way you touch
is the greatest sensation
that i never wanna give up .
That's When I Y0u
4:42 AM