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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

It's 1.18am now

& that mean it's already 12th of may .

Just another 5more days to go

& hubby's going to be back real soon .

Very excited & super looking forward to that day ,

hope the time can pass faster .

Been searching for 2nd precious christian name this few day ,

really have a very hard time finding something that's nice & unique .

I wan it to be something that start with J ,

follow BabyJas .

So far i only found three ,

Javiera , Joelle , Jovanna & Javonne .

Mommy meixing gave me a suggestion ,

Jowayne !

Thanks Mommy meixing !

I have 5 names that start with J on hand now

but i'm still searching for more nice & unique name that start with J ,

anyone have any suggestion for me ?

Going to search now

& let hubby choose when he's back .

Will look for something that start with A as well ,

in case hubby like none of the name that start with J .

As for 2nd precious chinese name ,

i got quite a number of choices on hand too .

恩童，恩蕊，恩倩，恩双，恩庭，恩敏，恩涵，恩雅，恩可 & 恩稀

My favourite is 童，蕊，倩，涵 & 稀.

Overall ,

still gonna wait hubby back & discuss with him .

Anw ,

do give some suggestion which one u all is nicer alright .

Gonna go & continue searching for 2nd precious christian name for awhile more

den go to bed already .

Meeting mommy Cindy , Celest & Iris tml at jurong point ,

cant wait ....

Byes everyone !

That's When I Y0u

1:17 AM

Friday, May 07, 2010

It's the 7th today .

Without realizing ,

it only left with 10days more to go

& hubby will be officially back by our side .

I'm looking forward & happy of coz

but at the same time i'm afraid too .

It's not the end of everything

but it's just the starting .

When he's back ,

we gonna start learning how to stay tog & get along well & peacefully everyday ,

learn how to take good care of our children & be a wonderful parent in their eyes ,

learn how to solve every problem tog & maintain our marriage life well

& it isn't as easy as how u think it's .

I'm afraid i cant be understanding enough toward hub ,

i'm afraid i cant be a good wife for hub ,

i'm afraid i cant cope well with two kids ,

i'm afraid of getting into quarrel & argue everyday with hub ,

i'm afraid of things like feeling faded or third parties would occur .....

Seriously ,

there's so many thing i'm afraid of .

I'm trying not to think too much now

& look on the bright side .

Hopefully ,

things will all turn out to be positive

& i would have a blissful family with hubby & our two precious by my side .

10 more days to go ,

it's gonna be a brand new start for me , hubby & BabyJas

& finally BabyJas & I will have a complete family .

All the best for myself !

*Smile*

Meeting up with some of my mommies darling before hub's back & 2nd precious's out

coz i'm afraid i gonna be real busy accompany hub & handling 2kids after that

till i got no time to catch up with them .

Meeting Cindy baobei & Elin next monday

& meeting celest dear , etrini & yiling darling next saturday ,

mommies violin , meiyan & sophia might be joining us too .

Super looking forward for all the meet up session can ,

cant wait to see all the mommies & darling .

Hopefully ,

BabyJas will behave well

& dun give me any problem on these two days .

She's always the biggest problem that cause me headache

when i bring her out .

*Cross finger*

I'm sure gonna take lots of photos with all the mommies during the meet up !

Cant wait , cant wait ......

That's When I Y0u

1:55 AM

Thursday, May 06, 2010

Went doctor appointment today at KKH ,
2nd precious is healthy & everything's normal .
11wks & 4days more to go .
Today as usual ,
BabyJas kept walking ard the clinic & refuse to sit in her pram .
Brought my camera out ,
wanting to took photos of BabyJas
but end up i forgotten abt it coz i was busy running ard catching her .
Went Bukit Panjang Plaza after that for our dinner .
Walk ard after dinner with mum .
Dad called me up when we'll at plaza ,
asking me what phone i wan
& i said i wan Sony Ericsson Satio Sliver Colour .
Then i was like damn happy & high
coz i know dad's going to get me a new phone .
But not long after i reach home ,
i received a msg from dad
& my high & happy mood drop all the way to the core .
He said my contract still not yet 1year
& we only can recontract next month
but still gonna pay them additional $100 coz the contract is not yet 21mths old
so total gonna pay $418 for Satio .
Dad said it's too expensive .
Although he didn't say if he'll still buy it for me
but i think most properly he wun buy .
Feels damn moodless & disappointed since then ,
no mood for anything seriously .
I really hope i got alot of money
so that i can change hp , change lappy
& get whatever thing i want & like .
Sighs !
Sad ttm .
Satio , Lappy , Money ,
please drop from the sky straight into my room can ?

Today scan !

My tummy at ard 23wks .

My tummy at ard 28wks !

That's When I Y0u

11:36 AM